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So I was sitting here doing my Chemistry lab and my ipod is on shuffle (some 3,000 songs to play through) and Give Me Love (Give Me Peace) by George Harrison comes on and suddenly this dream from last night floods back to me.
My family was having a huge get together and everyone was supposed to be there. Apparently, my relatives went out and found some guy that looked and acted exactly like patrick and told him that they would pay him to come to this party and pretend that he was in fact patrick. He was sitting on a couch by himself just watching everyone, but no one seemed phased by the fact that he was there and though I was initially shocked and thrilled, I soon realized that it wasn't really him. So I talked to him to see what the deal was which is when he told me that my relatives paid him. I had mixed feelings about my family thinking that was an okay thing to do, on the one hand it was sweet that they tried that hard, on the other, did they really think i was that stupid? The party continues, I leave him and go mingle, but can't help but thinking about this kid/patrick. I go back over to talk to him and give him a huge hug, which is when i smell him. And suddenly I realize that it is patrick and I whisper in his ear "sometimes people just need to believe." Then I proceed to hold onto him, hug him, breath him in, and we talk (about what I don't know) and the rest of the party disappears and it's us, in our own little world. And sadly that's all I remember.
Now, I'm having a really hard time focusing on chemistry.
My family was having a huge get together and everyone was supposed to be there. Apparently, my relatives went out and found some guy that looked and acted exactly like patrick and told him that they would pay him to come to this party and pretend that he was in fact patrick. He was sitting on a couch by himself just watching everyone, but no one seemed phased by the fact that he was there and though I was initially shocked and thrilled, I soon realized that it wasn't really him. So I talked to him to see what the deal was which is when he told me that my relatives paid him. I had mixed feelings about my family thinking that was an okay thing to do, on the one hand it was sweet that they tried that hard, on the other, did they really think i was that stupid? The party continues, I leave him and go mingle, but can't help but thinking about this kid/patrick. I go back over to talk to him and give him a huge hug, which is when i smell him. And suddenly I realize that it is patrick and I whisper in his ear "sometimes people just need to believe." Then I proceed to hold onto him, hug him, breath him in, and we talk (about what I don't know) and the rest of the party disappears and it's us, in our own little world. And sadly that's all I remember.
Now, I'm having a really hard time focusing on chemistry.