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Dec 01, 2005 22:19

i hate that anytime i get invited to go out to do something w/ people and i actually want to go it just so happens to be a night where i'm either on backup or duty.
nicole and some of her friends were going out drinking tonight and erin is going(she doesn't drink but she goes just to hang out) and nicole asked me if i wanted to go. of course i want to go. i love getting out of the building and i really enjoying watching drunk people. but no. i'm on backup tonight therefore i can't leave the building. so i'm pissed.

so i've been kinda sad lately and i really don't know why.

i called mom today to tell her that i was coming home this weekend and that i was gonna be bringing some of my stuff w/ me. she asked me where was i gonna live(meaning in the future. not necessarily when the semester is over). i said i didn't know. that i haven't thought that far ahead in the future. she said she didn't want me to have to sleep on a couch for the rest of my life. i told her that i considered living w/ kelly. as in, she and i would get an apartment together, not i would move into the house that she's living in. mom said that kelly, cj, and i should get a 2 bedroom apartment and all live together but i said that cj didn't want to live w/ kelly. that he doesn't like the people she hangs out w/. mom said that's why we'd just make ground rules that those people wouldn't be allowed over. so i told cj about that and he said it's not that he doesn't want to live w/ her, he flat out refuses to live w/ her. and last weekend he got pissed when i told him that i considered getting an apartment w/ her. he said that if i lived w/ her he would never go over to our apartment. i really don't wanna live w/ kelly either. i just thought of that as one of my options. but i have a feeling that it would be nothing but trouble if kelly and i lived together.
mom was still working when i called her so we couldnt' talk long but she said she would call me back. she hasn't called me yet. i wonder if that means she's still working. who knows. she probly forgot.
(in 1964 the u.s. congress made bourbon the official alcohol of the united states... i just saw that on this show i'm watching on the food network)

today is cj's and my 6 month anniversary. i called him this morning but he didn't answer so i just left him a voicemail saying happy 6 months. i called him later on, later meaning like 7:15pm, and the first thing he said to me was "happy 6 months". that made me happy. i doubt that going into today he remembered what day it was but i'm glad that 7 hours after i called him and said that he still remembered. he usually doesn't remember anything so for him to say that to me was a big deal. definitely the highlight of my day.

alright well i gotta study for my anatomy quiz. hopefully i'll do well on it.
k bye
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