This is it...
well folks, these are my last waking hours as a large breasted woman. 7:30 am tomorrow is the final time. Gotta get up at 5:45 tomorrow to head over to west paces ferry and get this thing over with. I'm nervous, really really nervous. All these thoughts of is this really what i want to do, what if i regret it. But the truth is, I won't - I know its what I want deep down in side. I guess some people don't get it, but this is going to be a huge change in my life - probably one of the biggest decisions i've ever made. To be honest, I feel like a lot of people aren't here with me, i feel detached, there are so many people who haven't even wished me good luck. Maybe I'm being selfish, maybe I'm expecting too much. Its just...I'd do that for all of my friends. Oh well, whatever.
Anywho, I just took my sleeping pill a little while ago and I am beginning to feel the effects which means its bed time for me. I'll update next whenever I'm feeling up to it. Again, i'd really love to see all of you - I've got a week off of work and i'm sure i'll be bored to tears by the end of it. Give me a call post-friday and we can arrange a visit =)
Anywho, I just took my sleeping pill a little while ago and I am beginning to feel the effects which means its bed time for me. I'll update next whenever I'm feeling up to it. Again, i'd really love to see all of you - I've got a week off of work and i'm sure i'll be bored to tears by the end of it. Give me a call post-friday and we can arrange a visit =)