Lets dance on the bar!
Ive been trying to do some cleaning today. Eventually the goal is to do some studying as well, but thats not really looking like its going to happen. I made my bed with my (relatively) new duvet cover. I love it, it is so bright and it brings me incredible amounts of happiness. I have a pile of pillows on my bed to accompany it, which I love even more. I woke up this morning surrounded by them - what a wonderful feeling.
The not so wonderful feeling however, is all of the nightmares I've been experiencing lately. Several nights in a row now I have had multiple nightmares. Its been a while since I've had a lot of dreams, but these ones are so vivid. The other night I had a dream that my father was dying. He had clogged arteries, but had been keeping it a secret from me for quite a while. I was so incredibly mad at him for keeping it from me. He was selling our house and moving to a much smaller house in Florida so that we could have a big inheritence. I cannot describe the relief I felt to hear my fathers voice wake me up.
Things with the boy...well, Im not so sure they will continue. He was actiny strange on Tuesday and cancelled the tentative plans that we had for this evening. Hes going to be out of town for the weekend, so I guess that ultimately I will find out next week I suppose.
Michelle and I are going to redo the Sigma website. I am so excited. I know next to nothing about web design, web languages etc but I am so ready to learn. If anyone has any advice or kind words to offer - I will probably need them. Oy, this will be an adventure.
Off for more cleaning. Much love
The not so wonderful feeling however, is all of the nightmares I've been experiencing lately. Several nights in a row now I have had multiple nightmares. Its been a while since I've had a lot of dreams, but these ones are so vivid. The other night I had a dream that my father was dying. He had clogged arteries, but had been keeping it a secret from me for quite a while. I was so incredibly mad at him for keeping it from me. He was selling our house and moving to a much smaller house in Florida so that we could have a big inheritence. I cannot describe the relief I felt to hear my fathers voice wake me up.
Things with the boy...well, Im not so sure they will continue. He was actiny strange on Tuesday and cancelled the tentative plans that we had for this evening. Hes going to be out of town for the weekend, so I guess that ultimately I will find out next week I suppose.
Michelle and I are going to redo the Sigma website. I am so excited. I know next to nothing about web design, web languages etc but I am so ready to learn. If anyone has any advice or kind words to offer - I will probably need them. Oy, this will be an adventure.
Off for more cleaning. Much love