and i started thinking that there's more than just perfect prom queens and silver spoons
i dont know why but i just can't sit still. i'm just so antsy and nothing is appealing enough to get it to stop. there's just so many anxieties in my head and i'm just thinking about them all at once. they're probably common but the fact that i cant stop thinking about them makes them worse. i cant stop thinking about the soccer season, the schoolyear and everything it includes, what will happen when we're well into it, and the future. i cant sit still long enough to do the work i need to finish before school starts on tuesday, let alone sit still without my knees bobbing all over the place. maybe i'll just go for a run and try to tire myself out.
"i think that the truth is i'm scared"
"i think that the truth is i'm scared"