damn its already the 14th of dec..........
So yeah i see i havent updated lately well i have just been havin too much fun and to busy to get online and write in my lj......So yeah Ashleigh and i have beeen hanggin out everyday and every weekend and oh boy have we had a blast! so yeah sunday night i went to take debi and the kids to go get a tree for x-mas so we headed out to green valley and went to wal-mart, so we get the tree and then were like how are we going to get the tree home so we went and got bunggies and then bunggied the tree to my car well get this we all got in the car and these to guys well kids one was kinda cute had to bunggie the doors shut so yeah that was so funny to sit there and watch these two guys tie us into the car so when we got home we had to have cody come out and undo it so we could get out of the car it was so funny you would of had to been there..... oh well the weekend went by pretty fast and i just remember a few things that went on well i know we went to a party friday night and then just chilled out saturday and jus chilled wit jonny blaze next door and shit that was pretty fun well i guess so... Well i just last night got the bad news from debi and the kids and i am a lil upset so i am not going to be in that great of a mood coming up.... well debi's mom is coming down in two weeks and going to rent a uhaul and pack the kids and debi's stuff up and then they are driving to illionis and i think thats the best thing for her and the kids but last night dusty and shaylee kept cryin and sayin that they didnt want to leave and shay kept looking at me and sayin im not going to see you anymore and then that right there mad me cry and i had to leave.... she just kept telling debi that she wanted to live with me and that she wasnt moving cuz she wasnt going to see me anymore. I felt so bad for her it upset me so much, dusty just wants to stay with his friends cuz he likes his school and everything but i told him that it will all be better once they move and he will make new friends as soon as he starts school up there, but yeah i will be so crushed when they leave cuz then i dont have anywhere to go when shit goes down at my house with my mom.... it sucks but oh well life goes on and i know i will be visiting them through out the years,,, but its gonna suck cuz i have been close with them for 13years but hey i guess its my time for my life to suck right now everything is going bad for me i have chris moving across town and i wont be seeing him that much if at all, debi and them are moving to chicago and ashleigh and justin will soon be going out to vail and my friend adrian is moving out to siera vista. it sucks for me i might as well just give up on life i hate it sooo much here at home... my mom and i are fighting over stupid shit i now have my friend londell smokin weed again cuz i did and he is kinda upset with me but oh well everyone just might as well hate on me, cuz i am such a bad person so whatever, well i am going to stop here cuz i am getting to upset:( and i need to calm down so i will write in this later on. Ashleigh i love girl and i hope i dont fade away from you either cuz i will kill myself.... i need you by my side from here on out k love!!!!! well talk to you all later.... ~ashley~