Jan 25, 2005 14:17
Well, nothing very much new these days. Lots of snow here in levittown!!! Not driving the probe in that snow! (not that the car even works well), because the car will most likely get stuck lol.... Hmmmmmpht....
Well, an update on the "moving" situation... aka, getting kicked out of my house when I turn 18..... I'm not completely hopeless yet, there's one more option available... I'm just going to keep hoping. If all works the way I wish, it will be a good situation. I will be happy. I want to be happy, and here isn't happy. (not anymore atleast)
Worried about college, the other day my mom said she wouldn't help me with all of these financial forms because my ddad has to do it... So Guess I'm not getting financial aid. Fuck her.. I flipped out and asked her if she wanted me to turn out like everyone else in the goddamn house without a college education!!!!
Nothing else in my life is new, or interesting. I've been sick for a week and a half now... I really think it is because I gave blood. I always heard rumors that from giving blood your ammune system is really week for months afterwards (which would be why you can't give alot at once, understandable...).. And I'm never sick for long periods of a time but I havn't felt one ounce better yet! I've gone through 3 boxes (and counting!!) of tissues, and all sorts of medicine! Still sick! Grrr...
I wanna go out tonight!!!!!!!!!!
In need of some fun!!!!!
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Greenday is amazing.... I could really relate this song below to how I think 99% of the time..... Sad, but true... I'm better off independent anyway, I dont NEED anyone.
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I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...