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It's crazy,.... how so many good things can dissolve into many smaller and more complicated good things... Bothers me too. Missing everything, and everyone. People that I've known for 13 years and no longer talk to.... people that I met over the summer and lost touch with. It's all so sad, how everyone goes different ways... It sometimes feels like everything spun out of control and you somehow lost everyone and anything that mattered, or used to matter. And all those pictures, of all of those friends... it's just sad, knowing that those pictures, are all that you have left from such a good thing. Great Friendships.
Makes me think....Why, what happened?
I dont know, but thinking about graduation scares me even more, for those people you still have close now may not be here next year.
I'm not ready to grow up...
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My ALL TIME favorite song.... Makes sense :)
the freshmen*
When I was young I knew everything
and she a punk who rarely ever took advice
now i'm guilt stricken, sobbing with my head on the floor
stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice
I can't be held responsible
cause she was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place
For the life of me I cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins
we were merely freshmen
My best friend took a week's vacation to forget her
his girl took a week's worth of valium and slept
now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his head on the floor
thinks about her now and how he never really wept he says
I can't be held responsible
cause she was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place
For the life of me I cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins
we were merely freshmen
We've tried to wash our hands of all of this
we never talk of our lacking relationships
and how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our heads on the floor
we fell through the ice when we tried not to slip, we'd say hey
I can't be held responsible
cause she was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place
Makes me think....Why, what happened?
I dont know, but thinking about graduation scares me even more, for those people you still have close now may not be here next year.
I'm not ready to grow up...
----------------
My ALL TIME favorite song.... Makes sense :)
the freshmen*
When I was young I knew everything
and she a punk who rarely ever took advice
now i'm guilt stricken, sobbing with my head on the floor
stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice
I can't be held responsible
cause she was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place
For the life of me I cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins
we were merely freshmen
My best friend took a week's vacation to forget her
his girl took a week's worth of valium and slept
now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his head on the floor
thinks about her now and how he never really wept he says
I can't be held responsible
cause she was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place
For the life of me I cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins
we were merely freshmen
We've tried to wash our hands of all of this
we never talk of our lacking relationships
and how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our heads on the floor
we fell through the ice when we tried not to slip, we'd say hey
I can't be held responsible
cause she was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place