Aside from Net postings, I've gone the last 27.5 hours consecutive (aside from a shower and dinner) in childmode ( Read more... )

Complete and utter bliss. That's what I'm feeling right now. I'm seeing with a child's eyes again. I almost feel like a different person right now.

It's about time I felt better. I'm owed that, after all.

Self-discovery can be an agonizing process, but sometimes, there's some interesting surprises as well. Take my fear of telephones. For some reason, it seems to evaporate when I'm... well... when I'm being little.

If I could speak while I was doing so, I'd probably have it made. I guess that'd be too easy... :P

...I realize now that while I might have grown older, grown wiser, grown slightly more mature, that I never actually got the chance to properly grow up...Maybe this is the reason why I'm more comfortable on a day-to-day basis in such a young mindset. I dunno. What I know is that I can't play the role of the mature adult for much longer without ( Read more... )

Well... one day so far. The wounds are beginning to heal.

As the slow process of exploration continues, I'm finding out some more about myself that I'm not sure I want to know, but I have to.

(the rest will be in a later post on the "kink" filter...)