My alternate is now in somewhat better shape than I. Also Shadow found an unusual book in the Nexus that he decided to give to me as a 'get well' present.
That was a strange experience, and quite unusual behavior from Shadow. Normally he is not given to such pranks. Still, perhaps he is right that I am dwelling on what is to come too much. It will come whether I am saddened by its approach or not, so I should attempt to make the most of the time that remains.