rejection
So, i really liked Andrew, and he says that he really likes me.
You'd think things would be peachy and wonderful.
In the beginning, I didn't want a relationship with him, or anyone else. The more I got to know Andrew, that boundary began to crumble. Now that I really think that I do want to "define 'us'", he says that he doesn't want to.
Why not?
Because I'm not materialistic enough.
That's what he told me.
Simply because I don't really care about the newest fastest car on the market that even doctors take a few years to pay for, and because I don't really give a fuck about what he calls "high fashion" like D&G and all those other expensive things, he doesn't think a relationship would work.
Yeah, I know you've never heard that one before.
Because it's kind of lame. And while I want more than anything to be mad at him and to tell him to fuck off, I can't. Goddamn it I can't. I really fell for him. I can't help it.
I just don't fucking understand it.
I even asked him if there was any part of him that felt like it would work. The only thing he could say was "i don't know" which means that he didn't want to think about it enough to tell me yes.
I like him, he likes me. What the hell?
He wants to just be friends, and I know what the hell that means. "Have a nice life" is what it means.
It figures I would find such an awesome guy, and then I would find out that it doesn't work because of something so completely stupid and assinine that it's laughable to all those not involved.
Whatever, I'll get over it eventually.
One more reason to hate all males in the entire world.
Experience is in fact the best teacher.
You'd think things would be peachy and wonderful.
In the beginning, I didn't want a relationship with him, or anyone else. The more I got to know Andrew, that boundary began to crumble. Now that I really think that I do want to "define 'us'", he says that he doesn't want to.
Why not?
Because I'm not materialistic enough.
That's what he told me.
Simply because I don't really care about the newest fastest car on the market that even doctors take a few years to pay for, and because I don't really give a fuck about what he calls "high fashion" like D&G and all those other expensive things, he doesn't think a relationship would work.
Yeah, I know you've never heard that one before.
Because it's kind of lame. And while I want more than anything to be mad at him and to tell him to fuck off, I can't. Goddamn it I can't. I really fell for him. I can't help it.
I just don't fucking understand it.
I even asked him if there was any part of him that felt like it would work. The only thing he could say was "i don't know" which means that he didn't want to think about it enough to tell me yes.
I like him, he likes me. What the hell?
He wants to just be friends, and I know what the hell that means. "Have a nice life" is what it means.
It figures I would find such an awesome guy, and then I would find out that it doesn't work because of something so completely stupid and assinine that it's laughable to all those not involved.
Whatever, I'll get over it eventually.
One more reason to hate all males in the entire world.
Experience is in fact the best teacher.