thanks to grouchyladybug, who has been talking me through all of this, i've decided to go for a run and just relax a little. she called them to see how zoe was doing and apparently she is fine and there is nothing on her file. she found out more about the behavior test and i'm quite certain that she won't be put down. so once it is closer to the day of the ( Read more... )

so last night i had a lapse in judgement. i was really hungry from just eating raw vegetables, so i caved and ate a cucumber sandwich with margarine. BIG mistake. my stomach was so sore! but it was interesting because i would never have known that eating some bread and maragrine (with salt and pepper) would upset my stomach like that. i suffered ( Read more... )

so fall is here. i can smell it, i can feel it. fall is transition time. the smell is sweet, yet bitter somehow. kind of how people are in the fall. it means winter is coming and summer is almost over. we'll have a few more warm days left, but the bulk of them are done. the nights are getting noticeably longer and the days that much shorter. it's ( Read more... )

so my thoughts on this are pretty simple... maybe she went crazy because it's a full moon and everyone is going crazy right now. or it was the fact that she hadn't been alone for that long in 10 days. and we hadn't even gone to our first obedience class. not to mention the fact that i'm not even working anymore and i don't have a job so if i was ( Read more... )

and since, to me, not having zoe is much like a breakup...

I never loved nobody fully ( Read more... )

one could even say that i am a bit depressed. last night i cried myself to sleep and this morning i cried myself awake. my eyes are puffy and i'm unmotivated. i want my puppy. i had to wear my sunglasses in the grocery store yesterday because i couldn't get the image of her waiting for me outside out of my head. her ears would be up and her eyes ( Read more... )

when i came home today, my house was in shambles. not that it was immaculate when i left, but it definitely didn't have shit on the floor, papers everywhere, [more] claw marks on the back door & my bedroom door, the shower curtain on the ground, and general chaos. no, it didn't. and then she ran out the back door when i opened it and straight to ( Read more... )

so last night i did a whole lot of cleaning and hanging out. it was pretty awesome, actually. i was only kind of waiting for someone to call and hang out, but it gave me a really good excuse to stay home and do some serious housework. so i did. and i played with zoe and i did some internet stuff. i got shit done. it felt really good. now all i have ( Read more... )

so today was mountain biking provincials and it was really hard, but really good. i mean, it was put on by my club and i was part of the bike universe team and i have been making some really good friends in the club. this girl kathryn is going to come with me to penticton and then to jasper to go mountain biking. i'm really looking forward to it. ( Read more... )

so i decided since i post so much about my "baby" that i had better make her an avatar... so i have. but i totally can't remember how to spell avatar, but i know that when i spell it wrong, wbdave gets annoyed. so i'll just be consistent and hopefully i've spelled it correctly ( Read more... )