I've got the power
"Like the crack of the whip, I snap attack, it's this thing called crap...."
Salvia is different. I tried it and, like most people's first times, nothing really happened.
Ok, we're at the beach, Long Beach, sitting on two towels. I am not feeling too happy, infact I'm getting pissed every 5 minutes at something Steve does. I am disgustingly unstable due to my kindness. Anyways...
I'm looking right up at the big dipper just up close to the waves. I could see where the clouds'round the horizon created the foggy pink hue in the silent waters. I throw away all my negative thoughts, and surrounded myself in the whitelight signalizing to my subconcious I only seek positive energies. I take a hit... it's like sweet tea. This is 20x right? And I suppose my mind hasn't mapped out how to get -there- just yet because I smoked a great deal of this gram. I used tweasers to get the substance out of the vile. Heh.
The wind is blowing constantly from my left, and I hold in the hit I situate a bunch of things quickly and comfort myself with my gaze on the big dipper. It felt like the wind was trying to scope me up like it has a spoon-like effect. But I wasn't quite scooped up. I was still there feeling slightly dissoriented and a happiness was spreading across my lips from my chest.
Steve began to pester me, and I lost the happy feeling. All I substained was an unhappiness best way to be explained as a dark void just growing inside me. Oh emptiness and unforfillment, dissatisfaction.. oi It sucked. So he said he would try and trip and then I could watch him and see "the way" ok, I was sober enough to sit for him so I figured why not. Then it hit me I'm still decently dissoriented because I tried to convince him to put the cap to the vile and the tweasers, which I needed to get more out of the vile still, back in my camera bag. It was humouring to me.
So then he smokes it and guess what?!?!?! HE MELLOWS OUT! HOLY FUCK! And he starts being nice to me. I'm like o.O'. So I take the rest that was left in his bowl and I settle down again.
This is where something cool happens. I'm watching the water hued with the faded pink colors of the sky... Suddenly, the water starts to stir. 5 feet long white waves would zoom off to the right from the left coming out from the body of water. Pretty soon it seems like I was staring at a moving sketchy painting. I felt like time was endless and totally symboless. The waves building more, they missled off to the right one after the other. I was so enveloped in the water, sooo happy suddenly.
Now I wasn't seeing things. Steve asked me was I doing that? O.O I stopped concentrating on and it stopped. Everytime I stopped concentrating on it it died down. And then too many people came down and I just wanted to go home.
More later...
Anyways the next time I do this, I'm sure to trip. I just needed to find my nich. My advice to you, EAT before you take it. Oh the hunger SUCKED!! lol But yeah, you have nothing to worry about, except things you've created for yourself. I found that out earlier.
As for how I feel now? I'm entune with something. I'm wired in a little better and my perception is much more precise. I'm within that come down phase still. I miss the beach now though... I want to be on a mystical beach where it's just and someone else cool! Lol
But yeah, Salvia is a drug to be respected. *Is 1/4th Cherokee indian* -=^.^=- Indians have some mad balancing skillz.
Salvia is different. I tried it and, like most people's first times, nothing really happened.
Ok, we're at the beach, Long Beach, sitting on two towels. I am not feeling too happy, infact I'm getting pissed every 5 minutes at something Steve does. I am disgustingly unstable due to my kindness. Anyways...
I'm looking right up at the big dipper just up close to the waves. I could see where the clouds'round the horizon created the foggy pink hue in the silent waters. I throw away all my negative thoughts, and surrounded myself in the whitelight signalizing to my subconcious I only seek positive energies. I take a hit... it's like sweet tea. This is 20x right? And I suppose my mind hasn't mapped out how to get -there- just yet because I smoked a great deal of this gram. I used tweasers to get the substance out of the vile. Heh.
The wind is blowing constantly from my left, and I hold in the hit I situate a bunch of things quickly and comfort myself with my gaze on the big dipper. It felt like the wind was trying to scope me up like it has a spoon-like effect. But I wasn't quite scooped up. I was still there feeling slightly dissoriented and a happiness was spreading across my lips from my chest.
Steve began to pester me, and I lost the happy feeling. All I substained was an unhappiness best way to be explained as a dark void just growing inside me. Oh emptiness and unforfillment, dissatisfaction.. oi It sucked. So he said he would try and trip and then I could watch him and see "the way" ok, I was sober enough to sit for him so I figured why not. Then it hit me I'm still decently dissoriented because I tried to convince him to put the cap to the vile and the tweasers, which I needed to get more out of the vile still, back in my camera bag. It was humouring to me.
So then he smokes it and guess what?!?!?! HE MELLOWS OUT! HOLY FUCK! And he starts being nice to me. I'm like o.O'. So I take the rest that was left in his bowl and I settle down again.
This is where something cool happens. I'm watching the water hued with the faded pink colors of the sky... Suddenly, the water starts to stir. 5 feet long white waves would zoom off to the right from the left coming out from the body of water. Pretty soon it seems like I was staring at a moving sketchy painting. I felt like time was endless and totally symboless. The waves building more, they missled off to the right one after the other. I was so enveloped in the water, sooo happy suddenly.
Now I wasn't seeing things. Steve asked me was I doing that? O.O I stopped concentrating on and it stopped. Everytime I stopped concentrating on it it died down. And then too many people came down and I just wanted to go home.
More later...
Anyways the next time I do this, I'm sure to trip. I just needed to find my nich. My advice to you, EAT before you take it. Oh the hunger SUCKED!! lol But yeah, you have nothing to worry about, except things you've created for yourself. I found that out earlier.
As for how I feel now? I'm entune with something. I'm wired in a little better and my perception is much more precise. I'm within that come down phase still. I miss the beach now though... I want to be on a mystical beach where it's just and someone else cool! Lol
But yeah, Salvia is a drug to be respected. *Is 1/4th Cherokee indian* -=^.^=- Indians have some mad balancing skillz.