Why?
Why do I feel like everyone of my friends hate me? I dont know...I dont know if its because my boyfriend moved down here and I'm spending a lot of time with him. I love my friends I really do but I didnt get to see my boyfriend like this for almost 3 years, until last year when my mom let me go up there by myself on the breaks. I dont know, my senior year is going shity because I think all my friend hate me. I wish they would talk to me about it but I dont think they want to, I dont even know if they want to be my friends anymore. I dont think they know that I want to hang out with them and I hope they understand that they can make plans with me and I can do them, I'm not his slave, I'm aloud to hang out with my friends. He doesnt run my life. So please PLEASE if your mad at me please tell me. I want to know whats going on. I want to hang out with you, just let me know! PLEASE!!!!!
~Suicide Note Part 2~
Out of my mind,
gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution, live and learn , rape and turn
Fret not family,
nor pre-judged army
This is for me,
and me only, cowards only
Try it
[Chorus]
Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves
Graves descending down
It's not worth the time to try, to replenish a rotting life
I'll end the problem, facing nothing, fuck you off, fuck you all
Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me
for weakness is a magnet - watch me do it
Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves
Graves descending down
Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it,
doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice
when a mind's made up to go ahead and die?
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?
Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves
Graves descending down
~Suicide Note Part 2~
Out of my mind,
gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution, live and learn , rape and turn
Fret not family,
nor pre-judged army
This is for me,
and me only, cowards only
Try it
[Chorus]
Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves
Graves descending down
It's not worth the time to try, to replenish a rotting life
I'll end the problem, facing nothing, fuck you off, fuck you all
Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me
for weakness is a magnet - watch me do it
Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves
Graves descending down
Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it,
doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice
when a mind's made up to go ahead and die?
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?
Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves
Graves descending down