Re: .........girlscryliketherain3April 22 2005, 02:05:22 UTC
i get what you're saying. but monica and i talked about this for a while. and the kind of people that are going to be there arent the kind that will back down, even if i say i dont want to start anything. these people, for whatever reason, really dont like me. like really really dont like me. and i dont fit in with a lot of them. and you're right, this is monica's sweet 16 and she deserves to be happy. and both her and i agree that by me not going then no shit will be started with any conflicts people have with me. monica knows that i would do anything to make her happy. and im not upset about not going as WHY im not going. and it has nothing to do with her. i love her to death and i think she is awesome, but the people that are going to be there really arent people that i have an easy time enjoying myself with, and i dont want to make it tense for anyone, myself, monica, or anyone else there. it's just not fair. and im not trying to start drama by posting this, im just trying to get my feelings out. because this is something that i think is rediculous, these other people are so low that i cant even feel comfortable going to one of my close friend's sweet 16.
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