You're hurting me.
I've got so many decisions. I've got so many choices but I know only one will work out. Wait. None will work out. I don't know who anyone is anymore. I don't know my friends. I'm too far off into my world of hope that I don't even keep up with reality. I miss people. I miss being the one people turned too. I don't get looked at and I don't think I
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I am not commenting to scold you for how you think, but i am commenting to tell you, that some of what you think isnt correct, actually babe, none of it is. I know i havent met any of your friends, and we have only talked online for like that last few months, but damn girl i can really see that you are something special. Dont sell yourself short, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, boys do look at you, i promise people do love you even if its in silence. I know to you life seems like nothing without love, because you are very codependent on someone to love, someone to hold. But you have to be patient babe someone will come, its not good to fall in love unless that boy is your night in shining armor, the boy to hold you all the time, not just when he upset you, and a boy that will show you off in public no matter if your looking amazing, or you just left the fucking house in a t-shirt in jeans, a boy who will take you home to mom and say he loves you in front of her.
As for saying no one will read this, i can promise people will, people care girl, whether you think it or not, i mean shit i fucking care for you, and i have never met you face to face. I can only imagine what your friends who go to school with you, or thats see you everyday will think after they see this, because if im all emotional and trying to help, they will be 20 times cooler then me.
Jessica, you are a fucking fantastic person, i dont care what anyone else thinks, babe life will get you down, you will hate everyone you used to love, that is just a part of growing up, but when the smoke clears, the people who are still there are the people who love and care for you. i promise it will get better, and i dont lie.
PS:we have like the exact same taste in music lamo. hehe
your friend,
-chris-
"I cannot help but hold on to, the handful of times when what we spoke was revolution in itself and what WE were doing was the only thing that mattered"
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