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suffering a shitty flu / fever that took the whole day to slowly come upon me that a slow fog
spent virtually the entire day sleeping / trying to do work through the thick of haze in my head / taking god-knows-how-many lozenges and spoonfuls of pipagao and cups of water
still feeling ridiculously bad and it’s getting worse )-:
at least my yawp poem is finally coming around to reach a conclusion of sorts / it’s been immensely painful writing this - crying when i read each line i write, digging up memories that rush at me and make me ache, being a lot more fragile on the whole - i am not just physically tired today
gonna go drink more water and probably sleep really really early / i don’t really want to miss school, especially not the two lectures tomorrow - i already have a lot to catch up on
kind of funny how the first thing, or well, the first person i thought of when i thought i might skip school tomorrow was you - you who probably will never think of me this way.
i have been dreaming of too many odd people i should not dream of, and one of the earliest ones was you.
spent virtually the entire day sleeping / trying to do work through the thick of haze in my head / taking god-knows-how-many lozenges and spoonfuls of pipagao and cups of water
still feeling ridiculously bad and it’s getting worse )-:
at least my yawp poem is finally coming around to reach a conclusion of sorts / it’s been immensely painful writing this - crying when i read each line i write, digging up memories that rush at me and make me ache, being a lot more fragile on the whole - i am not just physically tired today
gonna go drink more water and probably sleep really really early / i don’t really want to miss school, especially not the two lectures tomorrow - i already have a lot to catch up on
kind of funny how the first thing, or well, the first person i thought of when i thought i might skip school tomorrow was you - you who probably will never think of me this way.
i have been dreaming of too many odd people i should not dream of, and one of the earliest ones was you.