i always hurt

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 LEAH STOP

if you visit my live journel please dont read this i dont want you to cry i dont like to see the one person i love cry because of me  i know you will probly read this any way but dont take any of this as your fault or me not loving you or wanting to leave you or you to think you need to leave me to change any thing but if you do

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[anonymous]

Devon, it's Deirdre again. I've thought a little bit more about your journal. I just can't believe that someone could treat a person like you so badly. It's a crime against nature, and I wish I had met you sooner so I could have been there for you. You were right: it did make me sick. It's horrible to think that things like that can go on at all, and to you, the sweetest person ever. Please stay with us. I think I understand about cutting, because it makes me feel better too. The power of it can be overwhelming. Keep faith in yourself, because I do. Life sucks fucking ass, but that doesn't mean we can't say screw life and have some fun. Leah loves you and you have to be there for her. Think of it this way: the world has to have some balance, so for every bad thing that happens, something good has to happen. So, the way I figure, you're going to have one Hell of a decade plus coming up. If you ever need me, I would even come pick you up at four in the morning because I care. You and Leah are the cutest couple ever and I want to see more pictures of you two. I just want you to be happy. Much love. Deirdre.

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thanks kid it means alot you know im here for you two and i know youd come get me at 4am BC IM A PIMP GIRL lol thannks for caring and putting up with my stupidity
love devon