is there hope for the helpless..........

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i dont know why but today i felt happy for a little while im not sure why it caught me by such surprise i didnt know what to do so i called leah and told her i was happy and she seemed more surprised than me it feels good to be happy even if it isnt for that long

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baaaaby

[angelicletdown3]

baby if you think you need to go to holly hill than you need to go to holly hill and you don't have to worry about me not being here. I'd rather you get the help you belive you need than you being so suicidal. Im gonna be here when you return. I can promise you that, thats not something you have to worry i bout. I cant even believe you would think i wouldn't be here. You could be there for years and i still be finding ways to get in touch with you. I love you honey. Im glad you felt happy for a little while at least..even if its not with me. I know by now i can't truely make you happy but at least someone or something can. I hope your heart is better, why didn't you call me when your heart hurt so bad? you run to dirdra but you don't even call me?...i mean you've called me before about you heart, but i don't believe you did before..
i miss you so much baby and i get upset sometimes to when i don't get to see you. aww honey im gonna be here for you and i just wanted you to know that. I hope your having fun at work and i found some of those songs i want you to download one is satisfaction by benny benassi and the other is free by yomanda and the other is mansun by wide open space but its a perfect mis by paul oakenfold and its very hard to find. Oh the some songs by the roots one of them was the seed 2.0 i love you baby call me as soon as you can. Have fun with murf tonight and ill try to stay away for you to call. The lost profets just came on..i have that cd..hah...hum...i don't like your friend karry she's a bitch..sry..and those stupid bitchs at the movies!!! i almost moped the floor with there fucking ass's. I can't belive they moved rows..cough cough DEVON>>>....haha those gerbels where awesome i've wanted one for so long! stupid bitches scared to fight ....i love you baby.