just a lil bit on confused anger.....

[crustie]

today is shit
i am shit
i try to be a good person
i am honest but i realised that this may not be such a good thing after all
it seems to get me into trouble and hated.
but i cant help it
this is me
i suck
i am a shit person
i know this
this is why i try to be a better person
it was workin
until
i realised that all this effort for people to think i am a bitch
for people to think that i think i am too good
for people to hate
why bother being a good person when all the fuckin assholes have a good name
maybe i am an asshole
i am confused
i dont understand me
i dont understand life
i dont understand.
why do i care
i never used to
fuck
shit
cunt
yes
this will be the end of this entry cos i am a dick wad