good day

[crushalittle]

thursday...i dont remember wat i did during the day
but that night i went to trevors w/ liz and coLLeen
we jus hung out w/ him, hes pretty cooL
then we left and went to lizs to get cLothes
then we went back to my house
and liz went to bed earLy cuz she had to work in the morning
but i wound up taLkin to derek untiL aLittLe past 3ish
jon was up there w/ us for alittle whiLe then he left
and it was jus me and derek
usuaLLy its never me and derek
cuz i either have friends w/ me or he does
not that i mind having friends w/ me @ aLL
just saying...and...
he basicaLLy toLd me like exactLy how he feLt about me/us
he doesnt wanna be the jerk who like starts something and then leaves for schooL
but like...he said so much more
but i cant remember it aLL
i remember that he said i make him smiLe
cuz he was standing there w/ this huge smiLe on his face
and i was like wats so funny ?
and he just said that he is reaLLy attracted to me and just that
he likes me
and so we taLked about how we couLd taLk forever
and how we never see eachother non-scrubbed out
which i think is kinda funny
hes never seen me wearing makeup, ever.
but ... this is gona have to be continued
beeeecause derek jus caLLed and hes coming to pick me up

so for now...bye!
:)

--jenny effa