"its good to see your smiling face tonite."
summer is goin by so fast now
but its summer
thats wat happens.
wow. i am so smart...
im bbsitting my little cousin luke right now
he is so cute, hes like a year oLd
but...i couLd never handLe having a kid right now
tuesday during the day we hung out w/ derek and eric for alittle while
and then me and meL went and got applications and such
and we wound up hanging out w/ derek, tyler, and jon alittle
and then just derek till like 3am
and then yesterday me and meL just hung out aLL day w/ kathryn
it was rainy so we couldnt really do too much
except i DID do -buns of steeL,8 min. abs, and 8 min. buns
my ass hurts today, but i didnt buns of steeL again today
then dave mainville came over while meL had her driving appt.
then meL and liz came over
we were just aLL hanging out outside
meL has been living @ my house for like 2 weeks
its funny and kathryns been here for like a week
i have sisters now ! i just like always having someone to talk to and hang out w/
then trevor brandon and j.b. came over
i couLd see myself being like wicked good friends w/ trevor
like he kinda sorta reminds me of dave mainviLLe
and im wicked good friends w/ dave
and i dunno hes cooL
jimmy had called me earlier in the day to hang out but i had ppL over
so i told him he could stop by if he wanted
so he stopped by w/ jeff for awhiLe and then they left
but then jimmy just came back by himself
bobby stopped by too and i was on the phone w/ derek
and meL said bobby was like "wheres jen, wheres jen"
is he stupid ?
i guess he has to taLk to me about "something"
i think he just said that to make meL mad but w/e
when i taLked to derek he said he had had a really bad day @ work
so i feLt reaLLy bad
i dunno he just seems like hes been in alot of thought lately
and i was thinking about it when we were hanging out w/ him last night
i was just thinking maybe he just wants to be friends
cuz like i dunno he still seems somewat heartbroken from his last gf
you can teLL she reaLLy reaLLy hurt him so bad
so you can teLL hes like protecting himself making sure he doesnt get hurt again
and pLus theres aLso the fact that he has to go back to school
but me meL and Liz hung out w/ him last night just untiL like 1230
everyone of my friends that has met him loves him
i just...i dunno i cant expLain wat type of person he is
everyone one of my friends thats met him just says
-wow he is the nicest person EVER..and im just like i know !
so i was worried last night about him just wanting to be friends w/ me
and me meL and liz were just sitting in my room [j.e.m. ;)]
and i just reaLLy wanted to taLk to derek for some reason
but i didnt know if he had gone home or to the marina or...who knows
and then like 5 minutes later he caLLed me just to teLL me something
and it def made my night :)
he was just like..."the quaLities that you have that i see are awesome, and ive never met someone like you and its different because i always find myself looking for those qualities in ppL my age, and i can never them, but i found them in you, and i've always rushed into things and i like how things are going w/ us and i dont know if you are going to be around when i get back from school but you are def someone i would want to keep in touch with. and yeah you are 17 and i am 22 but time wiLL take its course, and i dont know if i should wish that i met you like 4 years ago when you moved here or if i should be happy that we met when we did, but i just wanna teLL you that i am so gLad that i have met you because you are truly a nice person, and im not saying dont talk to anyone or see anyone but when i come back i could def see us together. and i just think that one day you are going to make someone really really happy.
he is such a like sincere person
i reaLLy wanted to go visit him today whiLe he was @ work
but i had to bbsit and such
but tonite i think we are just gonna hang out me and him
cuz usuaLLy there is aLways other ppL w/ him
but i dunno :)
but im gonna go shower
everyday now i dont shower aLL day and then i showere @ like 8 @ night
and then i get ready and go do watever
cuz why shower and then go swimming in the lake ?
anyways...bye !
-crusha
just a quote i like ...
"when you see through loves illusions, there lies the danger."
but its summer
thats wat happens.
wow. i am so smart...
im bbsitting my little cousin luke right now
he is so cute, hes like a year oLd
but...i couLd never handLe having a kid right now
tuesday during the day we hung out w/ derek and eric for alittle while
and then me and meL went and got applications and such
and we wound up hanging out w/ derek, tyler, and jon alittle
and then just derek till like 3am
and then yesterday me and meL just hung out aLL day w/ kathryn
it was rainy so we couldnt really do too much
except i DID do -buns of steeL,8 min. abs, and 8 min. buns
my ass hurts today, but i didnt buns of steeL again today
then dave mainville came over while meL had her driving appt.
then meL and liz came over
we were just aLL hanging out outside
meL has been living @ my house for like 2 weeks
its funny and kathryns been here for like a week
i have sisters now ! i just like always having someone to talk to and hang out w/
then trevor brandon and j.b. came over
i couLd see myself being like wicked good friends w/ trevor
like he kinda sorta reminds me of dave mainviLLe
and im wicked good friends w/ dave
and i dunno hes cooL
jimmy had called me earlier in the day to hang out but i had ppL over
so i told him he could stop by if he wanted
so he stopped by w/ jeff for awhiLe and then they left
but then jimmy just came back by himself
bobby stopped by too and i was on the phone w/ derek
and meL said bobby was like "wheres jen, wheres jen"
is he stupid ?
i guess he has to taLk to me about "something"
i think he just said that to make meL mad but w/e
when i taLked to derek he said he had had a really bad day @ work
so i feLt reaLLy bad
i dunno he just seems like hes been in alot of thought lately
and i was thinking about it when we were hanging out w/ him last night
i was just thinking maybe he just wants to be friends
cuz like i dunno he still seems somewat heartbroken from his last gf
you can teLL she reaLLy reaLLy hurt him so bad
so you can teLL hes like protecting himself making sure he doesnt get hurt again
and pLus theres aLso the fact that he has to go back to school
but me meL and Liz hung out w/ him last night just untiL like 1230
everyone of my friends that has met him loves him
i just...i dunno i cant expLain wat type of person he is
everyone one of my friends thats met him just says
-wow he is the nicest person EVER..and im just like i know !
so i was worried last night about him just wanting to be friends w/ me
and me meL and liz were just sitting in my room [j.e.m. ;)]
and i just reaLLy wanted to taLk to derek for some reason
but i didnt know if he had gone home or to the marina or...who knows
and then like 5 minutes later he caLLed me just to teLL me something
and it def made my night :)
he was just like..."the quaLities that you have that i see are awesome, and ive never met someone like you and its different because i always find myself looking for those qualities in ppL my age, and i can never them, but i found them in you, and i've always rushed into things and i like how things are going w/ us and i dont know if you are going to be around when i get back from school but you are def someone i would want to keep in touch with. and yeah you are 17 and i am 22 but time wiLL take its course, and i dont know if i should wish that i met you like 4 years ago when you moved here or if i should be happy that we met when we did, but i just wanna teLL you that i am so gLad that i have met you because you are truly a nice person, and im not saying dont talk to anyone or see anyone but when i come back i could def see us together. and i just think that one day you are going to make someone really really happy.
he is such a like sincere person
i reaLLy wanted to go visit him today whiLe he was @ work
but i had to bbsit and such
but tonite i think we are just gonna hang out me and him
cuz usuaLLy there is aLways other ppL w/ him
but i dunno :)
but im gonna go shower
everyday now i dont shower aLL day and then i showere @ like 8 @ night
and then i get ready and go do watever
cuz why shower and then go swimming in the lake ?
anyways...bye !
-crusha
just a quote i like ...
"when you see through loves illusions, there lies the danger."