whoa nelly longtime nobeans
whatever i don't care about the stuff that didn't write about let's just start up nice and fresh and clean. hellweak death camp started wednesday and i've never hated my life so much in my life. if that makes any sence. the couches are fucking douches and a half and i hate them with all my heart but actually i do kinda have fun when we are just all hanging out on breaks and shit and the excersize better be doing my body wonders. it just sucks dick when i have to work after pracitce (like yesturday) but today wasn't so bad the morning session was kinda fun and it's even funnier with all the football boys because i dunno what it is but field hockey girls are just always so boy crazy. and i only fell once today but it was death fall and my knee is killing me but k2 it's okay because i love you i just had dirt everywhere. it was a mess. but i think i'm improving. and bormann says theres a good and bad list and kelli is on the good list which is good. i just don't know about the rest of us. all i know is that if i get cut i'm killing all the couches except savage. she's still a big hoe sometimes but you gotta love her. tomorrow is timed run (wahoo) and then i get to go to work! hooray! even though its saturday high five everyone! but then i get to go have fun and i can't wait hopefully the rest of today is eventful even though i can't get up without moaning like a crybaby bitch. i talked to guin last night and it was pritty awkward but i enjoyed it because i gotta talk to that boy or else i'd go nuts. i'm not one for cold turkey. i cried yesturday because i was lonely. how gay is that. but i think i'm doing pritty good with this whole "single" thing i suppose. considering i havent been it in a while. i just wish i didn't get sexually frustrated like i do and going to practice all fucking day long with 1000 girls doesnt help. and i haven't gotten my period since god knows when 3 months 10 months i lost track. maybe i lost all my eggs or something. one month till my birthday can't fucking waitbeans. and one month until school starts~ironic? go fucking figure right. the good thing about all this death camp is that i swear a lot less (from lack of being able to breathe) and i had about 100 lovely phone calls with the cablevision people and i just love them they are all so friendly. but they are WORTHLESS because my cable and internet still don't work but that's probably because i am so makeshift. fuck it maybe it's a sign from god because whenever i get off the phone with someone that works there i just am in such a good mood. oh things just keep getting better