happy new year
i may have started the new year in the most boring way possible (yes, me, at age 19, watched the ball drop alone at my house)...but i have no doubt that this year will bring lots of joy, craziness, and growth. every year is a learning experience and of course its nice to bring in the new year is a fun way with your friends/lovers but all in all, its just another day. i party hard all the time and i know i have plenty of love and people in my life. this day is just a symbol of hope of better things for most people.
i don't think my life needs to get better, i only think my attitude does. i need to learn to love and be happy with myself, because the older you get the more you realize how much you need to rely on yourself. i am really happy for all my friends who seem to have found great significant others and are happy but its a little lonely and tiring at points for me. i miss having my own love, and i miss having fun and everyone being single but its alright. i really do have a lot of love and people in my life and my 'shot at love' certainly is not over yet.
so happy new year, enjoy it, and cherish all the good things in your life! love.
i don't think my life needs to get better, i only think my attitude does. i need to learn to love and be happy with myself, because the older you get the more you realize how much you need to rely on yourself. i am really happy for all my friends who seem to have found great significant others and are happy but its a little lonely and tiring at points for me. i miss having my own love, and i miss having fun and everyone being single but its alright. i really do have a lot of love and people in my life and my 'shot at love' certainly is not over yet.
so happy new year, enjoy it, and cherish all the good things in your life! love.