One more day
Can't believe christmas is tomorrow! Hope everyone has a good day, gets all tehy want and feels the love!
So before Igo off and do christmassy things (ok I'm trying to work out how to connect back up with dad's computer so we can play games! hehe) I'm going to post my last Cabin story. This time its Billys final message.....
All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you
My bones ache, my skin feels cold
And I'm getting so tired and so old
"Dom, I'm so glad your back. I was tired and broken, old and aching. I missed you so much. Finding this cabin, well, I felt like I have found our cabin. The one place I truly felt like I was home.
And now you’re here with me. I am home. It still feels like a dream, awaking up next to you again. In a cabin next to a fire, its like that recurring dream but this time I won't wake up. I wont let you go. "
The anger swells in my guts
And I won't feel these slices and cuts
I want so much to open your eyes
Cos I need you to look into mine
"Those months without you they drove me crazy. First I thought I was free, but then I realized I was empty, all alone in this world. I hated you for controlling me like that, for the power you held over me. My heart was broken but I carried on.
I would have picked up the phone, I would have called you back to me but I needed the space. But now, Dom look at me, I want you back I want you to realize I'm all yours and you are mine"
Get up, get out, get away from these liars
Cos they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time
"Come take my hand Dom. Lets leave the past behind us. It was them whom destroyed us; them who made us loose each other. They didn't understand how we loved each other, how the passion burned in us. They drove us apart. But they can't get to you, to us, now. Now we are together. Now we have each other and we can be ourselves.
So, Dom, take my hand and we will leave all the past behind us, we will leave this place and welcome in the light."
Every minute from this minute now
We can do what we like anywhere
I want so much to open your eyes
Cos I need you to look into mine
"Now we are free, free from the past and free from this place. No longer do we have to rely on the Cabin to keep us together. To keep our secret. The snow that was keeping us here, the snow that kept us together before, it's melting and no longer power over us. From now on we can be together wherever we are. That's all that matters to me. Look, look at me Dom see below my surface. See what I need to say, see what my whole body is screaming. We can be together.
And Dom I won't waste any time without you." Merry Christmas everyone xxxx