Sep 10, 2005 11:36
nori and i are getting ready to go to my moms reception. im excited. i get to see my mama!!!! wewhhoooo!
childrens revival is tomorrow. im excited, yet, nerves at the same.
*** ive finally realized who you are and what your about. you dont care about me, you havent for awhile. and i shouldve seen it before, i did, only i didnt want to. but now i dont care. you mean nothing to me anymore. and youre not worth anything. youve used me for SO LONG!!! and all the while... ive just let you. youre just like your mother you know that? EXACTLY LIKE HER!!! and youll grow up to be one of those old lonely people who has no one, because all you care about is youself and soon enough, all the people you THINK care about you, will realize exactly what im telling you. and they`ll leave you behind. its a shame you turned out this way, i shouldve seen it coming. but you werent this person, when you were mine...***