"one more kiss could be the BEST thing"
i had the strangest dream last night. i dreamt that i was a mother. to a beautiful set of twins. but my mom had taken care of them for like 2 years. it was wierd but i loved those two sooo much. that feeling i had toward them was remarkable and very overwhelming. i had a little brown haired boy and a little blonde haired girl. their names were caleb and alyssa. (i would never name my kids though). and i had to like take them to work with me and the kids loved them to death. its wierd but i cant stop thinking about that dream. it gets me almost anxious. i think i need to go to work what do ya think?
ive been missing my ex lately. ive been thinking of him and us and how we used to be. we were young but still, we loved eachother. ive been wanting to get ahold of him but, maybe its best not to huh? no, theres nothing wrong with being friends. and thats all my intentions are and ever will be. after all, i have someone waiting for me as well. but i only wish to see him. maybe hang out sometime. and build a friendship out of something that was once my life, and then nothing. i just dont want to leave it how it is. i at least want something out of it . ya know? thats how it should be. and hopefully get him to the point where he feels comfortable with me again. cuz thats what kinda of friend i wanna be. just something thats been on my mind thats been bothering me. i thought id share some of it to get it off my mind. hopefully it helps. well off to work i go. have a good day guys.
ive been missing my ex lately. ive been thinking of him and us and how we used to be. we were young but still, we loved eachother. ive been wanting to get ahold of him but, maybe its best not to huh? no, theres nothing wrong with being friends. and thats all my intentions are and ever will be. after all, i have someone waiting for me as well. but i only wish to see him. maybe hang out sometime. and build a friendship out of something that was once my life, and then nothing. i just dont want to leave it how it is. i at least want something out of it . ya know? thats how it should be. and hopefully get him to the point where he feels comfortable with me again. cuz thats what kinda of friend i wanna be. just something thats been on my mind thats been bothering me. i thought id share some of it to get it off my mind. hopefully it helps. well off to work i go. have a good day guys.