This is how you made me feel....
Its the same feeling you have when you wake the next morning after a family member has passed,you realize it wasn't just a bad dream iTs real. I had wished with all of my being that it wasn't true,but it is and I have to face it.I always felt that I had tyo try hard to be good enough,enlightned enough, religious enough, or smart enough to prove i was worthy of you. But it was to much, I shouldn't have felt like that but i did.