Are you really friends of mine?
I hate writting things that I feel no one is reading, I enjoy the thoughts that are provoked by my writtings/life. I like to be told what I'm doing wrong,right,and just talked too. I feel like I'm not being heard.
I'm not trying to pitty myself but I have had a hard year so far and it really hasn't gotten any better. I'm looking to further myself in life but all I keep doing is quitting and I just don't know why. I think "Brit, what happend to the persistant you? The girl who just goes up to peope and talk to them, works her ass off, and plays her ass off.Do you guys have any clue on what I'm talking about?
See when I went to Seattle I really thought about myself, and what I needed to do to get where I wanted to be, I know now what I need to do, I just don't know how to make that first step.I feel like the people around me see things in me that I don't good and bad. Please if you guys can give me any insight I would greatly value it, if not I think I'm deleting my livejournal, and well maybe I'll make a drastic move as to delete you from my life.
I'm not trying to pitty myself but I have had a hard year so far and it really hasn't gotten any better. I'm looking to further myself in life but all I keep doing is quitting and I just don't know why. I think "Brit, what happend to the persistant you? The girl who just goes up to peope and talk to them, works her ass off, and plays her ass off.Do you guys have any clue on what I'm talking about?
See when I went to Seattle I really thought about myself, and what I needed to do to get where I wanted to be, I know now what I need to do, I just don't know how to make that first step.I feel like the people around me see things in me that I don't good and bad. Please if you guys can give me any insight I would greatly value it, if not I think I'm deleting my livejournal, and well maybe I'll make a drastic move as to delete you from my life.