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tired of this town. mostly tired of this house.
it's all gone to shit again. will the new year bring some stability? please? that's really all i want for new years. I want to know where i can call home for the next few years. I want to be content in the presence of my parents for more than a day. I want to be happy HERE.
I can just never be happy here. I feel like something dies inside of me when i am here. I worked so hard to be really happy with the people surrounding me and i am, but just not HERE.
it's so sad.
I am secluding myself in the land of happiness for two days or more in bloomington.