Me and Emery are done with. The offical words haven't been spoken, but we know is going to happen. Everybody does. I shouldn't be the one to end it, as Shawn had said. It was his problem, not mine. So, i guess I'll just leave it, acting like there isn't a problem and wait for him to say the words that I wish wouldn't be said. There is so much more ( Read more... )

I needed to go off to somebody about this. Shawn's probably sick of hearing my problems when he has problems of his own. (I think he is probably one of the only ones to read this too.......oh well)

I'm not sure how long me & Emery are going to last. Together, we are great. But, when we are apart, we never talk. Right now, hes in training, so I can ( Read more... )

Last night was amazing. Got trashed. I was drinking Mike's Harder Lemonade. *sigh* I love mikes. I have one left....hidden in my room. Saving it for when Emery comes. YAY! I get Emery AND Alcohol!