[Day 1]
I'm starting to do some stuff daily. I'm going to say 3 good things about me and/or life and 1 detailed thing of stuff i hate and why. Its obvious why i would do the 3 good things. But, the 1 thing I hate i'm doing because i realized, when I talk about it or rant or something, I feel a lot better. But, if I over do it, I will get in a pissy mood.
3 Good Things....
1) Emery. I have been so much more happier with Emery around and me dating him. Sure, its a little weird dating my best friend's brother, but i can easily forget that. Emery actually makes me feel like i don't have to worry about my weight and what i look like and all that. He gives me the feeling that, in short terms, its not always on looks and all that. He makes me feel good about myself and all. Overall, Emery is probably one of the best things that happened in a long time.
2) Shawn. Hes my best friend. Its going to be weird because i know he is reading this, but still. With out him, i would be dead in a coffin, 6 feet under. He helped me sooooo much and i thank him for that......Him and his whole family helped me out a lot. Shawn is honestly like a brother or something.......he did so much for me.
3) Crying. As weird as it is, after I cried like i did yesterday, it sorta took a lot off my chest it seemed. I mean, i'm still upset, but I think it helped a little. I can't usually cry for shit anyways.....
3 Things I hate....
1) My family. I hate them. I hate them sooo much. I can't wait until i can't move out. Not sure were i can go, but i can't wait until i move out. I hate my family. I was just born into the wrong family in so many ways. I would probably have to get an apartment or something because Shawn's family deals with me enough and probably doesnt want me around more........
3 Good Things....
1) Emery. I have been so much more happier with Emery around and me dating him. Sure, its a little weird dating my best friend's brother, but i can easily forget that. Emery actually makes me feel like i don't have to worry about my weight and what i look like and all that. He gives me the feeling that, in short terms, its not always on looks and all that. He makes me feel good about myself and all. Overall, Emery is probably one of the best things that happened in a long time.
2) Shawn. Hes my best friend. Its going to be weird because i know he is reading this, but still. With out him, i would be dead in a coffin, 6 feet under. He helped me sooooo much and i thank him for that......Him and his whole family helped me out a lot. Shawn is honestly like a brother or something.......he did so much for me.
3) Crying. As weird as it is, after I cried like i did yesterday, it sorta took a lot off my chest it seemed. I mean, i'm still upset, but I think it helped a little. I can't usually cry for shit anyways.....
3 Things I hate....
1) My family. I hate them. I hate them sooo much. I can't wait until i can't move out. Not sure were i can go, but i can't wait until i move out. I hate my family. I was just born into the wrong family in so many ways. I would probably have to get an apartment or something because Shawn's family deals with me enough and probably doesnt want me around more........