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Well, I will say this. That the new journal does put colour in the fonts for me. But not the fonts of choice. I think I'll stay with the oldie but goodie. I really like the layouts when using it on my computer better. It makes more sense and is more in tune to what my OS is based off of.
Okay, Shenanigans: from dictionary.com
she·nan·i·gan [shuh-nan-i-guhn] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
-noun Informal.
1. Usually, shenanigans.
a. mischief; prankishness: Halloween shenanigans.
b. deceit; trickery.
2. a mischievous or deceitful trick, practice, etc.
I do believe that I am somehow a part of this act. I simply just cannot elaborate here and now. But I do think that I have witnessed this today. What is interesting is what may follow on Friday.
Things of notice on the ride home on the OBT. One hooker and multiple of Orlando's finest working their arses off. Yes. Many a car out and about this evening on the trail.
I think that I have come to a realisation. I have an untapped talent. A talent that can lead me to a greener way of life. I realised this during the shenanigan fest this afternoon. Lately I have been learning about a greener life. A life to where I can leave a gentler carbon footprint in society. Greener living. Conscientious living. Living responsibility on this earth. Currently I work for a company that does not foster this kind of living. I also do not work, quite possibly, with a single soul who believes or even remotely understands this way of life. This saddens me and makes me feel like a drone to what it is that I do for the majority of my life. I'm beginning to question my motive in life now. The holiday season only fortifies this feeling. On occasion my consumerist MP3 player product will shuffle into the Violent Femmes song "America is." And it makes me feel patheic. I'm reading about other way of life. Ways of life that stand out from our brain washed society. I think I'm changing. I think I need a different life than what I have been lead to believe is a way of life.
I'm tired.