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My eyes are swollen and hurt a lot. I just randomly started crying before I went into work. Called Zac and cried to him, cried about missing my family. It’s been so long since I’ve seen my brothers and sister. Some days this doesn’t seem worth it. But I know I still have to do this, it doesn’t matter if I miss my family or not. Only 10% of people in the world have a college degree. I sorta really want one, and need one. I will be 24 by the time I graduate from college, Zac will be 22. It’s funny to think that by that time, my parents had the three of us kids, and were working on a divorce. It’s funny how different from your parents you can end up being.
If I were my mother, I would be pregnant with my second child right now. Thank god that I didn’t go down that road. I’m not even married yet, I can’t imagine being pregnant at all, much less the second or third time. Mum must have been frickin’ nuts.
I have no idea why I bother writing these things. It sort of depresses me, you know, not having that family right here with me. Makes me sad that I’m not married and that I’m so far from my parents and siblings. I’m going to go watch some Rescue Me and become even more depressed.
If I were my mother, I would be pregnant with my second child right now. Thank god that I didn’t go down that road. I’m not even married yet, I can’t imagine being pregnant at all, much less the second or third time. Mum must have been frickin’ nuts.
I have no idea why I bother writing these things. It sort of depresses me, you know, not having that family right here with me. Makes me sad that I’m not married and that I’m so far from my parents and siblings. I’m going to go watch some Rescue Me and become even more depressed.