Too lazy to write new, so off of my DA:
Kaif tag from Elyonum (<-lurv her) Journal Entry: Sun Nov 4, 2007, 9:42 PM
REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:
NOW
Is your hair up?: Yes, always is except in the shower
Is your phone right beside you?: yes, surprisingly
Do you have a bf/ gf?: T.T no
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: I wish I were somewhere else and someone else. I'm tired of being me.
Do you have plans for tonight?: Watch a movie and look for RyoSaku stuff online
Are you wearing makeup?: no
Are you wearing chapstick?: no
Are you cold?: no
Are you tired?: no
Are you excited?: about RyoSaku... ? But otherwise no.
Are you watching t.v.?: goona be
Are you wearing pajamas?: no
Who's the last person you IMed?: Shannon, probably, or Misha
Who's the last person that called you? that called me? *checks phone*...... Misha
PAST
Anything you regret?
A lot of things. Not being more forward, not putting more work in to my appearance (I'm too busy now), being an English major, not taking more chances, not being braver, not being more independent including moving out and doing things without clinging to others, missing Ashley Stokes, making mistakes, not loving someone enough and not being loved enough, in some cases.
Ever lied?: all the time
Ever stuck gum under a desk?: no
Ever spit at someone? no, but done worse, lol
Ever kick something living?: ...probably?
Ever had your nails done?: no
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: yes.
REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:
LAST WEEK
Had any plans last week?: Got home from Halloween, Went to the ballet ^.^ unfortunately when I'm not doing something I'm still down.
Was last week interesting?: fairly, yes
TODAY
Have you yelled at someone? yes
Have you gotten mad at someone? not really
Have you cried? ...no I don't think so, I might still.
Have you called more than 3 people?: no, not even 1
Have you IMed more than 3 people?: no, not even 1
Have you eaten anything gross? no
SPILL YOUR GUTS
Q. First thing you did this morning?: layed in bed for a long time, not wanting to get out and didn't. Though about RyoSaku fic. Then woke up and watched Sunday TV.
Q. Last thing you ate?: um... GERMAN CHOCOLATE PIE!!!
Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks? The holidays, I guess. Not looking forward to much.
Q. What's annoying you right now? Myself and not getting any work done, but I'm not going to any way, so it doesn't matter
Q. What's the last movie you saw? Harry Potter 5, and then whatever I decide to watch tonight.
Q. Do you believe in long distance relationships?: Yes I believe in them, but I also believe they can't work over long long periods of time. You have to be with someone eventually.
Q Where is the last place you went?: The ballet and then Barnes and Noble the other day.
Q: Who is the last person you called?: ...*checks pone* Misha.
Q: Been cheated on?: I've never had a real relationship so no I guess
Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? no, I don't think anyone thinks about me on a regular basis.
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity): Normally I'd say creativity in a heartbeat but lately I want some love so bad... I feel very lonely.
Q: Do you wish on stars?: yes
Q: Does it work?: not yet *crosses fingers* Kaiba!
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off: hardly ever
Q: When did you last cry? probably yesterday
Q: Do you like your handwriting? no
Q: Are you a friendly person? I really can't tell. I'm going to say no.
Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world? yes
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night? my own, the only one I like sleeping in
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? blue
Q: Do you have any pets? Yes, one cute cat Sadie
Q: What is the color of your bedsheets? all are blue
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night? in the Three Musketeers ballet!!! lurv!
Q: last person you talked to : sister
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad? I dunno... 1 hour ago.
Q: Look to your left: my computer
Q: Look to your right: pile of the Fatal Frame games and DVDs
Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep? yes
Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder? no
Q: Song that makes you cry? Any song that is very happy, yes I repeat, very happy. Most CCS songs and a lot of Final Fantasy songs and a lot of classical music. Over 1/2 of the songs I listen to make me cry, I think.
Q: Are you a normally happy person? no, not since High School. depression sucks
Q: Is your self-esteem low? yes, probably
Q: What color are your eyes? blue-gray
Q: Long or Short Hair : long
Q: Current Music? Someone's own rendition of the Aeris Piano Theme, and then Halleluja and BoB
Anyone who wants to do this can go ahead and do it.
- Mood:
Sadness - Listening to: Aerith/Halleluja
- Reading: Nothing from school, just RyoSaku fanfics
- Watching: ??? Haven't decided
- Playing: gotta pee (TMI, lol)
- Eating: I want to eat something, yes
- Drinking: water
REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:
NOW
Is your hair up?: Yes, always is except in the shower
Is your phone right beside you?: yes, surprisingly
Do you have a bf/ gf?: T.T no
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: I wish I were somewhere else and someone else. I'm tired of being me.
Do you have plans for tonight?: Watch a movie and look for RyoSaku stuff online
Are you wearing makeup?: no
Are you wearing chapstick?: no
Are you cold?: no
Are you tired?: no
Are you excited?: about RyoSaku... ? But otherwise no.
Are you watching t.v.?: goona be
Are you wearing pajamas?: no
Who's the last person you IMed?: Shannon, probably, or Misha
Who's the last person that called you? that called me? *checks phone*...... Misha
PAST
Anything you regret?
A lot of things. Not being more forward, not putting more work in to my appearance (I'm too busy now), being an English major, not taking more chances, not being braver, not being more independent including moving out and doing things without clinging to others, missing Ashley Stokes, making mistakes, not loving someone enough and not being loved enough, in some cases.
Ever lied?: all the time
Ever stuck gum under a desk?: no
Ever spit at someone? no, but done worse, lol
Ever kick something living?: ...probably?
Ever had your nails done?: no
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: yes.
REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:
LAST WEEK
Had any plans last week?: Got home from Halloween, Went to the ballet ^.^ unfortunately when I'm not doing something I'm still down.
Was last week interesting?: fairly, yes
TODAY
Have you yelled at someone? yes
Have you gotten mad at someone? not really
Have you cried? ...no I don't think so, I might still.
Have you called more than 3 people?: no, not even 1
Have you IMed more than 3 people?: no, not even 1
Have you eaten anything gross? no
SPILL YOUR GUTS
Q. First thing you did this morning?: layed in bed for a long time, not wanting to get out and didn't. Though about RyoSaku fic. Then woke up and watched Sunday TV.
Q. Last thing you ate?: um... GERMAN CHOCOLATE PIE!!!
Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks? The holidays, I guess. Not looking forward to much.
Q. What's annoying you right now? Myself and not getting any work done, but I'm not going to any way, so it doesn't matter
Q. What's the last movie you saw? Harry Potter 5, and then whatever I decide to watch tonight.
Q. Do you believe in long distance relationships?: Yes I believe in them, but I also believe they can't work over long long periods of time. You have to be with someone eventually.
Q Where is the last place you went?: The ballet and then Barnes and Noble the other day.
Q: Who is the last person you called?: ...*checks pone* Misha.
Q: Been cheated on?: I've never had a real relationship so no I guess
Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? no, I don't think anyone thinks about me on a regular basis.
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity): Normally I'd say creativity in a heartbeat but lately I want some love so bad... I feel very lonely.
Q: Do you wish on stars?: yes
Q: Does it work?: not yet *crosses fingers* Kaiba!
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off: hardly ever
Q: When did you last cry? probably yesterday
Q: Do you like your handwriting? no
Q: Are you a friendly person? I really can't tell. I'm going to say no.
Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world? yes
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night? my own, the only one I like sleeping in
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? blue
Q: Do you have any pets? Yes, one cute cat Sadie
Q: What is the color of your bedsheets? all are blue
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night? in the Three Musketeers ballet!!! lurv!
Q: last person you talked to : sister
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad? I dunno... 1 hour ago.
Q: Look to your left: my computer
Q: Look to your right: pile of the Fatal Frame games and DVDs
Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep? yes
Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder? no
Q: Song that makes you cry? Any song that is very happy, yes I repeat, very happy. Most CCS songs and a lot of Final Fantasy songs and a lot of classical music. Over 1/2 of the songs I listen to make me cry, I think.
Q: Are you a normally happy person? no, not since High School. depression sucks
Q: Is your self-esteem low? yes, probably
Q: What color are your eyes? blue-gray
Q: Long or Short Hair : long
Q: Current Music? Someone's own rendition of the Aeris Piano Theme, and then Halleluja and BoB
Anyone who wants to do this can go ahead and do it.