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- no matter what happens, i still love you.
- i get so frustrated and mad at you, but i still wanna be with you.
- when we yell back and forth and i end up upset, i still want to talk to you.
- no matter what you do, even if it's the worst thing possible, i still miss you.
- you could do something so low and i still think so highly of you.
those are just a few things that always catch my attention.
i have no answer as to why i'm this way. i'm so confused. it sort of shows me just how much i need you and how much you mean to me.
of course there are times where you're the most perfect person for me and you show me things i've only dreamed of. you are amazing and you are capable of being the person i wanna be with for a long time. but the bad things- they stick out lately. i'm caught up in how much i'm hurt. and i'm looking past the good. but i can't control it. i just miss you so much. and it amazes me to know that after 4 long months of being hurt, being lonely, struggling and being without you, i still want you.
i'm always gunna need you, love you, and miss you.*