Jul 12, 2005 09:35
hmm.. not 2 sure what to write.
went to bed around 330 last night and it's now. 935 am. hmm.. seems to me that i NEED sleep.
i can never sleep anymore for some reason. and it's been a while since ive slept in till noon like i used to. i wonder what the problem is.
any way, katie and i are off to holdbrook this morning. this should be good for me. i didnt really wanna admit it, but i need to get away. -even though i don't even see my biggest problem here anyways. sigh. i need time to myself. to think maybe..? these girls always make me laugh. and they're so nice. we should have fun. i need that. poor joy- she's got driver's ed and can't come.
we're gunna miss you hun. but hey. the more time u spend on driving the closer you are to your license. then we can ride up there on our own and visit them!!..i'll call you babe.
i realized that this boy is smarter than i thought. and i mean really smart. sneaky even. he means alot to me and he knows that ill do anything to be with him again. now that we've sorta found a solution, it's me that's gotta do the dirty work. i don't understand how it's always me. how come he can't?? i didn't even do anything wrong in this whole situation. agh. gets me so agrivated. and i HATE talking to my parents. and at this moment in time, i'm not speaking to them because of the same problem. well i'm going away anyways so what do i care?
i haven't seen my katie in a while. it should be a good time. but i'm gunna miss heidi. i need her. she helps me. and she's one of the few. thank you deary.
well i suppose i should get off and wait for my number 1 favorite person. katie boo.
(i find it funny that i call everyone that. haha.)
everyone have a good couple days. joy, i love you!
oh and as for my "real" favorite person in the world, I LOVE YOU*
and i'm gunna miss you. you don't want me to call you? so don't answer your phone then. you can't stop me. isn't it obvious by now? wink wink.
have fun my lovely. and DO NOT misbehave or i'll kick your ass. that's IF i ever see you again. SIGH
xoxo.
me.*