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i ran into an old friend yesterday. he told me that the pictures taken of me by my friend david came out phenomenal. i thought that was really sweet of him to say. he is a very positive guy though. so i definetly have to go to the art exhibit in cognito, to check out the work. i did find myself on the galleries website which was suprising. its the picture i am flipping him off in. i like it. haha. i thought. hey thats easy. but apparently he is using 9 of the pictures taken and they came out great, so i am extacic for him. i always fear that anything with me in it wont come out as they pictured. i tell them that this is what they get. im not going to go get my hair done or put on extra make-up. but maybe thats what they wanted. either way. im really happy. i think. for now. im sure when i see them im going to freak and want to crawl up inside a hole. it will be interesting to say the least.
i had a great conversation with mary yesterday. yesterday was a good day. i could handle yesterday. i got my 4-page paper done and me and zeb and fern watched some tenacious d which i think is absolutely brilliant. it was good times. then me and zeb watched sex and the city until jason came. well wait. then we all started watching it. they thought it was cool because you see a womens side. her perspective. so i think thats cool. i like watching it with the opposite sex. but it is so much funner with girls. me and deb had a night of it. it was great. but yes, mary. she is amazing. she inspires me. she is a great person and i hope to be like her one day. when i mature. haha. im still young. it will come in time. she lifted my spirits when she told me that so many people have thought i was gorgous from pictures she has of me and jason or me and her. its really sweet because i will never look at myself that way. sometimes i wish maybe i did have an ounce more of confidence. but i dont think thats me. maybe it is. maybe when im older and thats all i have to hang onto. but you will never find me saying how hot i am. atleast not now. i dont see it. but im not about to go list all my faults. that gets me nowhere. so i took her words of kindness i held onto them. they were sweet. but you know. i find myself saying only good things about her. i tell people when she is in a play or what she is up to. when she was on a webiste i would show so many people and tell them look. she is beautiful. and amazing. i am very glad to know her. i wish there were more girls like her in the world. she has nothing to prove. she is who she is and thats it. i love that about her.
well im at work. must get back to it.
i had a great conversation with mary yesterday. yesterday was a good day. i could handle yesterday. i got my 4-page paper done and me and zeb and fern watched some tenacious d which i think is absolutely brilliant. it was good times. then me and zeb watched sex and the city until jason came. well wait. then we all started watching it. they thought it was cool because you see a womens side. her perspective. so i think thats cool. i like watching it with the opposite sex. but it is so much funner with girls. me and deb had a night of it. it was great. but yes, mary. she is amazing. she inspires me. she is a great person and i hope to be like her one day. when i mature. haha. im still young. it will come in time. she lifted my spirits when she told me that so many people have thought i was gorgous from pictures she has of me and jason or me and her. its really sweet because i will never look at myself that way. sometimes i wish maybe i did have an ounce more of confidence. but i dont think thats me. maybe it is. maybe when im older and thats all i have to hang onto. but you will never find me saying how hot i am. atleast not now. i dont see it. but im not about to go list all my faults. that gets me nowhere. so i took her words of kindness i held onto them. they were sweet. but you know. i find myself saying only good things about her. i tell people when she is in a play or what she is up to. when she was on a webiste i would show so many people and tell them look. she is beautiful. and amazing. i am very glad to know her. i wish there were more girls like her in the world. she has nothing to prove. she is who she is and thats it. i love that about her.
well im at work. must get back to it.