"God, what is it that you want from me? I really don't know and I'm having a hard time hearing your voice. Lord, about Robert. Do I let him go? Do I forget? Do I move on? Or do I keep on, keep pressing on, and not giving up. Do I fight God. Do I wait for him to come back to me. Lord God, everyone thinks I'm too young and I'll get over it and I'll ( Read more... )

Oh boy. Things are once again complicated. So me and Robert are no longer engaged but are still talking and are occasionally seeing each other. And with seeing each other comes: kissing, holding hands, etc. Yup. Super confusing. But I thank God everyday for everything. Thank God for my troubles and for the good times. But with us breaking up, Ive ( Read more... )

Ok. So, my darling dearest told his mom, who told his dad, who told his sister, who told her uncle, who told his wife, who told their kids, who told their grandma, who called his mom again and said "Oh my goodness!"

The answer to that question that is burning in your mind is: yes.
Yes, he told his mom that he plans on asking me to marry him soon, yes ( Read more... )

Yes, I am still unemployed. And yes I am unhappy about it. I know that God uses our hardships to make us stronger for future trails, but all I want is for him to provide me with enough money to get by for the next month. Maybe its asking a lot. And maybe I'm just not putting my full trust in God.

Pray for me my Christian warriors.