That's that, then.
I'm a little wasted right now(has nothing to do with what I'm discussing here), but I'll try to be as coherent as possible.
I spoke with Kiki for an hour-and-a-half today, and she is still in Michigan, and with a live in boyfriend.
I should be relieved, but I'll admit I'm kind of disappointed. It validated me in a way, I guess. Made me feel wanted again. Now I'm just back where I started. Now I'm here alone again.
Typical me I guess. I was worried because she wanted me, but now I'm depressed because she didn't.
I guess I can un-friend the last couple of entries, it obviously didn't matter. I should've known, I'm just a fool stuck in a world of my own delusions, after all.
I spoke with Kiki for an hour-and-a-half today, and she is still in Michigan, and with a live in boyfriend.
I should be relieved, but I'll admit I'm kind of disappointed. It validated me in a way, I guess. Made me feel wanted again. Now I'm just back where I started. Now I'm here alone again.
Typical me I guess. I was worried because she wanted me, but now I'm depressed because she didn't.
I guess I can un-friend the last couple of entries, it obviously didn't matter. I should've known, I'm just a fool stuck in a world of my own delusions, after all.