Last Day of Summer
Last night I was standing there looking at all of the freshmen as they filed past me. Some looked scared, some looked excited, and some just looked complacent. Like they had completely given up the hope of never returning to school again. They had faced their demons. It made me realize that I have not. And I need too. So as I stared at the balloons that continued to hit me no matter where I moved them, I made a decision.
Today is my last day for hope. Today is the last day that I will anxiously await your call. Or hope beyond hope that we will run into each other at some event. I will not think about the possible scenarios that could occur once we should meet. I simply need to stop. I am tired of hoping. I have hoped all summer. I admit it. I am a hoper. But it has gone on long enough. I know that you will never read this, and you probably don't even care. But I care. I care a lot. I care too much apparently. So today is my last day of hope. You still have today, which in my mind, is all the time in the world.
Now im going to go get ready for my life without the hope of you. Thanks a lot. It's been great.
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse
And the tears come streaming down your face
Today is my last day for hope. Today is the last day that I will anxiously await your call. Or hope beyond hope that we will run into each other at some event. I will not think about the possible scenarios that could occur once we should meet. I simply need to stop. I am tired of hoping. I have hoped all summer. I admit it. I am a hoper. But it has gone on long enough. I know that you will never read this, and you probably don't even care. But I care. I care a lot. I care too much apparently. So today is my last day of hope. You still have today, which in my mind, is all the time in the world.
Now im going to go get ready for my life without the hope of you. Thanks a lot. It's been great.
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse
And the tears come streaming down your face