It's been a while...
I just brushed my teeth, so my mouth is cinnaminty fresh.
Im sitting here in my bathrobe. I'm about to paint my toenails. Probably pink, too.
Let's see what my agenda for talking is. Here we go:
1) School is..well, school? First and foremost, I declared my minor!!! It was such a happy day. My minor is Forensic Studies. I can't WAIT until next semester! It's going to be a lot of work I think, but you know what, that's okay? Im pushing myself this semester so I can take on any load of work! Yay! Anyways. Let's see. Spanish is okay, i'm doing pretty good in that class. We're doing past tense and comparison ~ you know like mas que and tan como and stuff. I know that. And hable to say I talkED instead of hablo to say I talk. Yeah. There's accents on them and stuff but I can't do the accents. Hah. Psych of Mental Illnesses is fun and it makes me happy and I want to take it again. lol Even though I'd know everything. Our last assignment I had to write up my own mental health screening day, kind of like they have at schools and businesses and stuff. And it was a lot of fun, it was to screen for Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Depression. It was great. Now our next assignment is working as a team to diagnose a patient with a disease and talk about treatments we'd use on him and stuff. It's really interesting and really fun. And I love reading the book, as nerdy as that sounds. Hah. Economics is a bitch, i'm not going to lie. We just had our midterm today. I think I did okay. It was a hell of a lot easier than I expected it to be. It was 40 true/false questions. He threw in those retarded Martian questions, but it was funny. I put true for them all. Paula said it doesnt matter, those are the freebies and no matter what you get them right. He's wierd though, the teacher. And he smells like old bean burritos. Ick. Politics is boring, as always. We're supposed to have it from 4-6:55 but we always get out at 6. It's 1 hour of notes and 1 hour of watching some stupid video. Today is our midterm for that class too and to be honest i'm not really worried about it. I have that in...55 minutes! Yay! lol Me and Paula have a..schedule on how to work the exam ;) Its like 7 multiple choice questions, 8 fill in the blanks, and the essay which you're allowed to outline and bring with you. Sooooo we wrote our essays last night. But that's okay TOO it doesnt matter. We just gotta recopy them. My other psych class...meh, stupid. It's a lot of unnecessary reading that I really don't care about. lol It's one of those..easy A classes I guess.
2) Me and Chris took a break for like a week. I really don't think it was enough time because things were good for a few days and they're wavering back towards shitty...with all the fighting and what not. I don't know. A break is what we need(ed?) because we fight too much. At first he resisted and things got ugly but I dont know. I just have so much more to focus on and fighting isn't what I want to deal with all the time, you know? We go to the bar, that's okay though. He doesnt drink, he just stands there, so it's stupid to be honest but i'm "not allowed" to go on my own so whatever. I let him go to a strip club on saturday. I HATED it and I spent a large portion of the night crying my eyes out, but whatever. I just dont know anymore? It's hard. I love him but it's hard when im unhappy, you know? Meh.
3) Im trying to find a job. Saturday I applied for FOUR jobs. That's on average like 6 a week and still NOBODY calls me!!! Im like what the hell!! Saturday I got my tattoo touched up too. I got it done for free because the guy that DID my tattoo was gone he didnt work there anymore..and the owner was like "We'll cover it for you." i was lke aww, so nice! And the guy that touched it up he knew a LOT about the skin and the healing process and what to do and what not to do and all this other stuff and he made it so worthwhile he was so nice and I like him! When I get my next tattoo i'm going to make the appointment with him. His name was Loren. He was wonderful. But speaking of my next tattoo, it's designed already. Ally designed it for me because she loves me and she knows I love stars so I asked her to design one for me!! So she did. And it's lovely. Im getting it on my lower back. The big star is going to be dark purple, and the little stars around it are going to be lime green and light purple..and everything else will be black. :) I kinda edited it in paintshop to give you guys a drift of the colors and stuff..but this is it (uncolorized and colorized ~ the colored one is done shitty just to give you guys an idea)
Uncolored:
colored:
Now besides all that, ive just been feeling sentimental like always. I miss all of my friends and I just feel as if though i've been trying to talk to them and send them text's and call them and invite them places they're just resisting the whole process. Oh well, I guess. I guess I cant help that people hate me.
But i'm outta here. I'll talk to you all later :)
Im sitting here in my bathrobe. I'm about to paint my toenails. Probably pink, too.
Let's see what my agenda for talking is. Here we go:
1) School is..well, school? First and foremost, I declared my minor!!! It was such a happy day. My minor is Forensic Studies. I can't WAIT until next semester! It's going to be a lot of work I think, but you know what, that's okay? Im pushing myself this semester so I can take on any load of work! Yay! Anyways. Let's see. Spanish is okay, i'm doing pretty good in that class. We're doing past tense and comparison ~ you know like mas que and tan como and stuff. I know that. And hable to say I talkED instead of hablo to say I talk. Yeah. There's accents on them and stuff but I can't do the accents. Hah. Psych of Mental Illnesses is fun and it makes me happy and I want to take it again. lol Even though I'd know everything. Our last assignment I had to write up my own mental health screening day, kind of like they have at schools and businesses and stuff. And it was a lot of fun, it was to screen for Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Depression. It was great. Now our next assignment is working as a team to diagnose a patient with a disease and talk about treatments we'd use on him and stuff. It's really interesting and really fun. And I love reading the book, as nerdy as that sounds. Hah. Economics is a bitch, i'm not going to lie. We just had our midterm today. I think I did okay. It was a hell of a lot easier than I expected it to be. It was 40 true/false questions. He threw in those retarded Martian questions, but it was funny. I put true for them all. Paula said it doesnt matter, those are the freebies and no matter what you get them right. He's wierd though, the teacher. And he smells like old bean burritos. Ick. Politics is boring, as always. We're supposed to have it from 4-6:55 but we always get out at 6. It's 1 hour of notes and 1 hour of watching some stupid video. Today is our midterm for that class too and to be honest i'm not really worried about it. I have that in...55 minutes! Yay! lol Me and Paula have a..schedule on how to work the exam ;) Its like 7 multiple choice questions, 8 fill in the blanks, and the essay which you're allowed to outline and bring with you. Sooooo we wrote our essays last night. But that's okay TOO it doesnt matter. We just gotta recopy them. My other psych class...meh, stupid. It's a lot of unnecessary reading that I really don't care about. lol It's one of those..easy A classes I guess.
2) Me and Chris took a break for like a week. I really don't think it was enough time because things were good for a few days and they're wavering back towards shitty...with all the fighting and what not. I don't know. A break is what we need(ed?) because we fight too much. At first he resisted and things got ugly but I dont know. I just have so much more to focus on and fighting isn't what I want to deal with all the time, you know? We go to the bar, that's okay though. He doesnt drink, he just stands there, so it's stupid to be honest but i'm "not allowed" to go on my own so whatever. I let him go to a strip club on saturday. I HATED it and I spent a large portion of the night crying my eyes out, but whatever. I just dont know anymore? It's hard. I love him but it's hard when im unhappy, you know? Meh.
3) Im trying to find a job. Saturday I applied for FOUR jobs. That's on average like 6 a week and still NOBODY calls me!!! Im like what the hell!! Saturday I got my tattoo touched up too. I got it done for free because the guy that DID my tattoo was gone he didnt work there anymore..and the owner was like "We'll cover it for you." i was lke aww, so nice! And the guy that touched it up he knew a LOT about the skin and the healing process and what to do and what not to do and all this other stuff and he made it so worthwhile he was so nice and I like him! When I get my next tattoo i'm going to make the appointment with him. His name was Loren. He was wonderful. But speaking of my next tattoo, it's designed already. Ally designed it for me because she loves me and she knows I love stars so I asked her to design one for me!! So she did. And it's lovely. Im getting it on my lower back. The big star is going to be dark purple, and the little stars around it are going to be lime green and light purple..and everything else will be black. :) I kinda edited it in paintshop to give you guys a drift of the colors and stuff..but this is it (uncolorized and colorized ~ the colored one is done shitty just to give you guys an idea)
Uncolored:
colored:
Now besides all that, ive just been feeling sentimental like always. I miss all of my friends and I just feel as if though i've been trying to talk to them and send them text's and call them and invite them places they're just resisting the whole process. Oh well, I guess. I guess I cant help that people hate me.
But i'm outta here. I'll talk to you all later :)