Drama 9000
Today has got to be the longest day ever. Nothing eventful happened at all. I woke up feeling like I got to puke. I went to get my tires changed on my car and that seriously took all day... It was ridiculous.
I'm getting worried about my situation here. For one I can't do anything about it. I have to expect the worst and I'm not even sure what that is. What If I get in trouble with the law? It wasnt my intention for what happened... But I guess what happened is my fault. But its not like it was out of pleasure... it was from my heart and soul. Its because I'm in love! Ugh... Now what? Can it possibly get any worse? If I go to jail for this then so be it. I'll still love you... no matter what.
I just feel like a bad person now. I really don't see what the big deal is. Its life people... get over it. I feel like I can't even be happy... everytime Im happy something happens... Everytime she is happy something happens.
Its a fuckin soap opera. I fuckin hate soap operas. Ugh I quit.
I'm done. I give up... This is to much for me.
I'm getting worried about my situation here. For one I can't do anything about it. I have to expect the worst and I'm not even sure what that is. What If I get in trouble with the law? It wasnt my intention for what happened... But I guess what happened is my fault. But its not like it was out of pleasure... it was from my heart and soul. Its because I'm in love! Ugh... Now what? Can it possibly get any worse? If I go to jail for this then so be it. I'll still love you... no matter what.
I just feel like a bad person now. I really don't see what the big deal is. Its life people... get over it. I feel like I can't even be happy... everytime Im happy something happens... Everytime she is happy something happens.
Its a fuckin soap opera. I fuckin hate soap operas. Ugh I quit.
I'm done. I give up... This is to much for me.