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so the wine makes the words flow freely, at least that's what i was hoping.
today was a mostly good day. tea party. helped out. mingled with the families. made sure to introduce myself to this family that had a cute little girl and i heard the mom is a belly dancer. and the grandma complemented me on my ink. badass! so when she's done with transition and preschool, she'll be in my class.
i'm sorta sad that things have just been cut off. what because you didn't want to deal with some responsibilities we can't talk anymore? you can't say hi when you are in the neighborhood? or was it you were always relaying messages to the westside. saying everything that we said. or were you just in the middle? saying what everyone said. what she said, what i said. meh. i don't even care about that. i'm so over it. seriously. i could straight up tell her to her face the reasons why i don't like her. and there's a part of me that believes that it might actually do her good. so maybe i should do it without waiting for drama to instigate it.
other than that things are supremely awesome. my relationship is great. things are totally going awesome for him. new and better job. making more money than i am. cheap rent. hopefully will be able to save money so we can take our trip. and who knows another and another. i really want to take an intrepid trip. although i know i need to go with katie and emily. and i hella want to visit seattle. damn. so many places to visit and so little time and money. fuck. maybe that will change. i'm going to apply for the cares program and hopefully get tobacco money because i went to college for teaching. awesome. and it's a really good incentive to go back to school. even a class or two. which i was already sorta thinking about. although i was thinking more along the lines of math instead of child development. i would like to take classes on babies or tods. something younger than what i already teach. start from middle school and go to infants. interesting. and now we have weekends together again. but not tuesdays.
i have a lot of shit i need to get done though. i need to get the cat her shots and fixed. i need to do all that shit for the cares program. fingerprints. transcripts. forms. mail. blah. i need to mail packages.
it's taken a lot of the box. or at least it seems that way. i haven't lifted it. so i don't know how much there is to go. hmmmm... hard alcohol sucks compared to wine. on occasions.
we're going to see marcia and angie on sunday. and i'm totally stoked. i do need to see my mom and brother sometime soon. i should just ask for a monday off. meow. meow. seriously. meow.
i don't know what i'm going to do about the cat. her fur is everywhere and he's allergic and so is sam. it's so selfish of me to keep her, but damn. i really don't want to get rid of her. she's like my kid. in a way. and yeah. how i feel about that. but she has an appt. for spaying. i need to get her her shots. i think tomorrow will be a good day.
gabby is getting new ink this weekend and i'm kinda jealous. i have so many things that i want or actually that i want to do so that i don' have money for new ink. fuck and i really want a whole backpiece.
you wanna know what i want to know? why the fuck do i always get 10,000 for my fever score?!
today was a mostly good day. tea party. helped out. mingled with the families. made sure to introduce myself to this family that had a cute little girl and i heard the mom is a belly dancer. and the grandma complemented me on my ink. badass! so when she's done with transition and preschool, she'll be in my class.
i'm sorta sad that things have just been cut off. what because you didn't want to deal with some responsibilities we can't talk anymore? you can't say hi when you are in the neighborhood? or was it you were always relaying messages to the westside. saying everything that we said. or were you just in the middle? saying what everyone said. what she said, what i said. meh. i don't even care about that. i'm so over it. seriously. i could straight up tell her to her face the reasons why i don't like her. and there's a part of me that believes that it might actually do her good. so maybe i should do it without waiting for drama to instigate it.
other than that things are supremely awesome. my relationship is great. things are totally going awesome for him. new and better job. making more money than i am. cheap rent. hopefully will be able to save money so we can take our trip. and who knows another and another. i really want to take an intrepid trip. although i know i need to go with katie and emily. and i hella want to visit seattle. damn. so many places to visit and so little time and money. fuck. maybe that will change. i'm going to apply for the cares program and hopefully get tobacco money because i went to college for teaching. awesome. and it's a really good incentive to go back to school. even a class or two. which i was already sorta thinking about. although i was thinking more along the lines of math instead of child development. i would like to take classes on babies or tods. something younger than what i already teach. start from middle school and go to infants. interesting. and now we have weekends together again. but not tuesdays.
i have a lot of shit i need to get done though. i need to get the cat her shots and fixed. i need to do all that shit for the cares program. fingerprints. transcripts. forms. mail. blah. i need to mail packages.
it's taken a lot of the box. or at least it seems that way. i haven't lifted it. so i don't know how much there is to go. hmmmm... hard alcohol sucks compared to wine. on occasions.
we're going to see marcia and angie on sunday. and i'm totally stoked. i do need to see my mom and brother sometime soon. i should just ask for a monday off. meow. meow. seriously. meow.
i don't know what i'm going to do about the cat. her fur is everywhere and he's allergic and so is sam. it's so selfish of me to keep her, but damn. i really don't want to get rid of her. she's like my kid. in a way. and yeah. how i feel about that. but she has an appt. for spaying. i need to get her her shots. i think tomorrow will be a good day.
gabby is getting new ink this weekend and i'm kinda jealous. i have so many things that i want or actually that i want to do so that i don' have money for new ink. fuck and i really want a whole backpiece.
you wanna know what i want to know? why the fuck do i always get 10,000 for my fever score?!