The Epiphany
For the past two years, I've had a livejournal. It has been one outlet of my hopes, frustrations, and dreams. From here, many people have both friended and unfriended me based on how they feel about the way I run my little side of the internet universe. It's been fun, really. I honestly can say I enjoyed each and every part of it.
But I've changed a lot in this past year and a half. My perspective on life has changed. Sure, I'm still the happy-go-lucky, funny, and overall sincere person that I've been trying to be all of my life, but there are some parts of me that are a little..different. In that respect, it is up to you on how you judge me as a person based on these changes. I am more aware of life and the underlying tones of joy or manipulation. I am experienced in happiness and failure. I'm not as ignorant about truth as I used to be.
anymore. The past will remain in the past. I'm glad I was able to chronical sophomore year to senior year in high school so well. They were some of the happiest and frightening and depressing years of my life thus far. But I'm entering a new chapter of life, not just from college, but from my own mental state.
If you're still interested in me, please at any time add grandsummoner to your friend pages.
A thousand years, a thousand more,
A thousand times a million doors to eternity
I may have lived a thousand lives, a thousand times
An endless turning stairway climbs
To a tower of souls
If it takes another thousand years, a thousand wars,
The towers rise to numberless floors in space
I could shed another million tears, a million breaths,
A million names but only one truth to face
-Sting, A Thousand Years
I have...no regrets
-Yuna, FFX
As of tonight, I will be updating crimsonrhapsody no more.
But I've changed a lot in this past year and a half. My perspective on life has changed. Sure, I'm still the happy-go-lucky, funny, and overall sincere person that I've been trying to be all of my life, but there are some parts of me that are a little..different. In that respect, it is up to you on how you judge me as a person based on these changes. I am more aware of life and the underlying tones of joy or manipulation. I am experienced in happiness and failure. I'm not as ignorant about truth as I used to be.
anymore. The past will remain in the past. I'm glad I was able to chronical sophomore year to senior year in high school so well. They were some of the happiest and frightening and depressing years of my life thus far. But I'm entering a new chapter of life, not just from college, but from my own mental state.
If you're still interested in me, please at any time add grandsummoner to your friend pages.
A thousand years, a thousand more,
A thousand times a million doors to eternity
I may have lived a thousand lives, a thousand times
An endless turning stairway climbs
To a tower of souls
If it takes another thousand years, a thousand wars,
The towers rise to numberless floors in space
I could shed another million tears, a million breaths,
A million names but only one truth to face
-Sting, A Thousand Years
I have...no regrets
-Yuna, FFX
As of tonight, I will be updating crimsonrhapsody no more.