maybe memories..
As we trudge along through the mud
And we tried to call it home
But we weren't alright, not at all
Not for one for one for one second
Never have been one to write it down
Now I think I can
I know I'm stronger now
Who's looking south
Not me I'm not looking back
I'm done denying the truth to anyone
Cause I'm alive
You showed me how
You seemed to find a hole
But I just laughed and smiled
Begged and rolled my eyes
Even cried and
Denied the truth to you
Just like the truth to me
Mostly lied
I'm not going to look back
I'm not going to look back
I'm not going to look back
I'm not going to look back
White it out like glittering wax butterflies
I'm not going to look back
I'm not going to look back
I'm not going to look back
From the way that you acted
to the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
and now it's sad cause all I missed
wasn't that good to begin with
and now that I've started you begging
saying things that you don't mean
it isn't worth my time
a line's a dime a million times
and I'm about to see all of them
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you're taking up my time
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you
You call my name when I wake up
to see things go your way
I'm coughing up my time
each drag's a drop of blood a grain
a minute of my life
it's all I've got just to stay down
why the fuck am I still down
I'm hoarding all that's mine
each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you're taking up my time
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you
My time
I'm about to see a million things
I thought I'd never see before and I
I'm about to do all of the things
I've dreamed of and
I don't even miss you at all
Dreaming comes so easily
Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged
So how would i know
I'm scared
And I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know
I didn't say all the things I wanted to say
But you can't take back
What you keep taking away
Cause I feel you
I feel you, near me
The feeling comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
many won't get close to me
I'm damaged
As I'm sure you know
There is nothing before my soul
and into this fear
forgiveness for a man
who is stronger
i was just a little girl
but i cant go back
I can't go back
I must go
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