Stuff Going on
There's a lot of stuff going on and its really hard to keep up with.
- Work is a pain in the butt. I'm basically running things while Amy is gone. It's great having someone helping me with stuff but we each have assignments and mine are way too huge. The thing is that its something that is difficult to break up between the two of us, so I'm carrying a lot and it's getting difficult. Hopefully things will start to run smoother. We had a scare today about not getting a package to someone and I had so much adrenaline and my heart was racing so much I dont think I have enough energy to walk to the dining hall. Pizza tonight.
- I'm in a class and I don't like it too much. Way behind on the first problem set. I find it hard to ask people for help to begin with, but I know the TA and I don't want her to think I'm dumb. On top of that, fun fact: During the summer I was contemplating whether I wanted to continue to be friends with her or not. Shes a grad student and very talented so I dont think she would be terribly upset if we grew apart, but I have a huge crush on her and she is straight and it kills me sometimes. We are still friends, though, and that is also getting in the way of her being a TA (for me, at least, I don't think she could care less).
- I feel like there was a third thing because there were so many things bothering me, but it might just be work and school. Although that pretty much is all there is to my life at this point. Well, except for my friends and Jon. And things are going well there, so I guess thats good...
Not bothering to edit this, going to work on stuff for work and hope that I can calm down before tomorrow
- Work is a pain in the butt. I'm basically running things while Amy is gone. It's great having someone helping me with stuff but we each have assignments and mine are way too huge. The thing is that its something that is difficult to break up between the two of us, so I'm carrying a lot and it's getting difficult. Hopefully things will start to run smoother. We had a scare today about not getting a package to someone and I had so much adrenaline and my heart was racing so much I dont think I have enough energy to walk to the dining hall. Pizza tonight.
- I'm in a class and I don't like it too much. Way behind on the first problem set. I find it hard to ask people for help to begin with, but I know the TA and I don't want her to think I'm dumb. On top of that, fun fact: During the summer I was contemplating whether I wanted to continue to be friends with her or not. Shes a grad student and very talented so I dont think she would be terribly upset if we grew apart, but I have a huge crush on her and she is straight and it kills me sometimes. We are still friends, though, and that is also getting in the way of her being a TA (for me, at least, I don't think she could care less).
- I feel like there was a third thing because there were so many things bothering me, but it might just be work and school. Although that pretty much is all there is to my life at this point. Well, except for my friends and Jon. And things are going well there, so I guess thats good...
Not bothering to edit this, going to work on stuff for work and hope that I can calm down before tomorrow