Jan 03, 2006 23:11
so dusty left for arizona a few days ago. sad girl right here. i was really getting close to him. he wasn't fake like alot of people are.i wasn't the most faithful person to him, but we were never really serious, this was all a new thing. everything happened when i needed to forget about all that was hurting me, it was perfct timing. i miss him like crazy, i never thought i would. i had been prepairing myself for when he left, but i guess i wasn't ready. i got an email from him today. it helped me not be as mad as i was, but i'm still a little mad. it's hard. i knew that he was going to be leaving, everything he said pointed at it, but there wasn't enough time to be ready for this.