"Johnny, angry johnny, this is Jezebel in hell..."
Aye me...it's been a couple of days. I haven't updated in a couple of days, obviously. Tuesday was alrite. I was supposed to see hybr1db31ng but i guess i got the wrong number for him...some funky guy answered...*le sigh* So...i went up to that Crave store with Kelly. We got some home furnishings for the apartment. Really good deal since it was her last day being open there. We got these three pillows, one black with metallic silver stars and moons, one fuzzy leopard print, and one fuzzy black, this little pastel-like coloured throw-type blanket, these two plastic cup/tumbler thingys, a martini clock for the kitchen, and two handfuls of incense all for 35 bucks. I was very proud of that. Oh! And some underwear and a shot-glass. Yes...VERY proud of that. Then...that nite we went to Berkmar's granulation. Fun fun. I saw Ms. Bauldree there. It was loverly to see her there. She was so enthusiastic. Made me feel like i was really missed. She told me i better come visit her. And so, i shall do just that. By the by, congrats to those of you who granulated. I'm terribly proud of you all. After that, we went to Smokey Bones, and i ate for free since my food was over-cooked. Can't complain about that, eh?
Wednesday...what happened Wednesday? ...scratch everything i said above...damn, i really need to get my days straight. Everything that i said for Tuesday except granulation and afterwards happened Wednesday. I did see Kelly Tuesday, but we just cashed my check and got my cat over to her house. Or...something. Anyway, so i hung out with Kelly and all of that, got the stuff from Crave Wednesday, then i worked...and...then we went to the Office. Kelly, her sister, me, and Spidy. It was lovely. Sort of. I got pretty drunk. Ran into this guy that i dated for like, two weeks, back in 7th or 8th grade. It was good to see him. Turns out he knows Spidy. Hopefully i'll see him up there again. Yes, i drank. But, i don't do it all the time anymore. I've been good. And as crappy as i've felt the past three days, i deserved it. I had the worst fuking cramps yesterday, and my head was pounding, etc...i just hurt all over, so i drank. I felt better, obviously. But, yeah. Then today...I was supposed to go to Alex's granulation. He told me i wouldn't wake up. But i did. I woke up, and i talked to him for like, 10 minutes, and then he told me to go back to sleep. Considering i was still drunk at that point [7 or so this morning], i wasn't going to argue. But if he'd said so, i would've gotten up and gone anyways. I said i would. Fully intended on it. But he told me to go to sleep. Who was i to argue? Anyhow...i woke up and spent most of the day with Mum, buying things that i couldn't afford...But at least a good bit of it was things that i kind of 'needed', as opposed to just things i wanted. Like a toothbrush, some body wash, deodorant, and female things...but, whatever...today's my brother's 21st birthday [the 27th, that is]. HAPPY BIRTHDAY OBEY!!! i love that kid. His girlfriend broke up with him Monday. They're still living together. He said he had it coming. He just moved into the other room. He's hoping she'll give him the chance to make it up to her. I really hope she does, too. I really like her. I like them. But, who knows...He came over for a bit tonite. She took him out to dinner. Then he came by. Then Winn and i went out for coffee again, which i needed. just his company. I got an email from Robbie. Not a pleasant one. i really just needed comfortable company. Glad to have found Winn available. These past three days have been quite alrite, i suppose. But these past three nites have been a bit intolerable. I've just felt physically crappy all three. Not like i'm sick, like *cough, cough*, but sickly. Like, i've ached all over all three...maybe it's just cuz it's "that time of the month". Who knows...
Well, i guess i'm going to try and get some sleep. I need it. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. I overplaned again, which i've done the past three days. *le sigh* I really need to quit doing that...i'll see you all later.
Wednesday...what happened Wednesday? ...scratch everything i said above...damn, i really need to get my days straight. Everything that i said for Tuesday except granulation and afterwards happened Wednesday. I did see Kelly Tuesday, but we just cashed my check and got my cat over to her house. Or...something. Anyway, so i hung out with Kelly and all of that, got the stuff from Crave Wednesday, then i worked...and...then we went to the Office. Kelly, her sister, me, and Spidy. It was lovely. Sort of. I got pretty drunk. Ran into this guy that i dated for like, two weeks, back in 7th or 8th grade. It was good to see him. Turns out he knows Spidy. Hopefully i'll see him up there again. Yes, i drank. But, i don't do it all the time anymore. I've been good. And as crappy as i've felt the past three days, i deserved it. I had the worst fuking cramps yesterday, and my head was pounding, etc...i just hurt all over, so i drank. I felt better, obviously. But, yeah. Then today...I was supposed to go to Alex's granulation. He told me i wouldn't wake up. But i did. I woke up, and i talked to him for like, 10 minutes, and then he told me to go back to sleep. Considering i was still drunk at that point [7 or so this morning], i wasn't going to argue. But if he'd said so, i would've gotten up and gone anyways. I said i would. Fully intended on it. But he told me to go to sleep. Who was i to argue? Anyhow...i woke up and spent most of the day with Mum, buying things that i couldn't afford...But at least a good bit of it was things that i kind of 'needed', as opposed to just things i wanted. Like a toothbrush, some body wash, deodorant, and female things...but, whatever...today's my brother's 21st birthday [the 27th, that is]. HAPPY BIRTHDAY OBEY!!! i love that kid. His girlfriend broke up with him Monday. They're still living together. He said he had it coming. He just moved into the other room. He's hoping she'll give him the chance to make it up to her. I really hope she does, too. I really like her. I like them. But, who knows...He came over for a bit tonite. She took him out to dinner. Then he came by. Then Winn and i went out for coffee again, which i needed. just his company. I got an email from Robbie. Not a pleasant one. i really just needed comfortable company. Glad to have found Winn available. These past three days have been quite alrite, i suppose. But these past three nites have been a bit intolerable. I've just felt physically crappy all three. Not like i'm sick, like *cough, cough*, but sickly. Like, i've ached all over all three...maybe it's just cuz it's "that time of the month". Who knows...
Well, i guess i'm going to try and get some sleep. I need it. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. I overplaned again, which i've done the past three days. *le sigh* I really need to quit doing that...i'll see you all later.