fuck you life.
Thats fucking it.
I've held this rant off long enough but I just got the final fucking straw. I'm so fucking sick of life right now, ever since my birthday everything has been fucking shitting on me.
3 days after my bday I get fired because I accidentally said "can we please get back to this shit?" to a bunch of drunk teenagers on the phone at 10:45pm right b4 my shift ends because they were swearing and goofing around too much. I said it casually like i would speaking to another person in my age group it just slipped out but I got fired for it becasue the stupid obese gangsta nigger hated me since day one. Other people who work there have gotten away with only just a written warning, 2 written warnings even for cussing out ppl on the phone, but me? straight to firing. The fucking team leader on the other team told their team a story about how he told off someone and how funny it was and he still works there, but me? nope.
A week later, I get a call from my mom, in tears crying about how my grandpa on my dads side has died and how terrible everyone at home feels. Having my grandpa die right after my birthday just makes life so much better. Especially when in addition to my grandpa dying that day, my condom breaks later on, there goes another 30$ that I didnt have. The next day I wake up with a heavy chest cough which I've still got right now, I vomitted all day long and generally feel like complete shit. My soundcard hasnt been working for the past month and a half, so I havent had ANY FUCKING MUSIC TO LISTEN TO aside from cds ive burned to my xbox, it also means no youtube, metal injection or anything else that requires sound or music... I EVEN GOT A WHOLE NEW SOUNDCARD FOR MY BDAY AND IT STILL DOESNT FUCKING WORK. NOTHING WILL FIX IT. I guess I need to fix the bios but I dont know how to do that and my dad just had his father pass so i dont want to ask for his help. So I guess I'll be stuck with no sound for the next 6 months or so. Oh and my passport has been missing for the past few weeks and is nowhere to be seen and I have no ID other then that so I cant really do anything that requires ID.
I just finished re-arranging my entire fucking living room so I could have room to build this stupid fucking desk, so I take ALL the pieces of wood out and put them on the floor, i get all my parts set up and I get up to walk to the front door to grab the hammer. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, MY FUCKING DOOR FELL DOWN THE OTHER DAY. yes, my piece of shit ghetto house is literally falling apart, so I called the landlord and he put some new hinges on the piece of shit. Guess what else he did? HE TOOK MY FUCKING HAMMER WITH HIM. So now I've got a room full of PIECES OF FUCKING WOOD AND NAILS WITH NO FUCKING HAMMER TO BUILD THIS GODDAMN PIECE OF SHIT AND THE FUCKING BOX IS TORN SO NOW I HAVE NO WHERE TO PUT ANY OF THIS FUCKING CRAP.
I'm so fucking sick of life shitting on me, im stuck here with no job, no money, im sick, and doing absolutely nothing and I cant even build this fucking desk, now my room looks like a goddamn hardware store.
fuck this shit, I'm gonna go drown myself in a bottle and see how many times I trip over these planks of wood when i try to get around the house.
I've held this rant off long enough but I just got the final fucking straw. I'm so fucking sick of life right now, ever since my birthday everything has been fucking shitting on me.
3 days after my bday I get fired because I accidentally said "can we please get back to this shit?" to a bunch of drunk teenagers on the phone at 10:45pm right b4 my shift ends because they were swearing and goofing around too much. I said it casually like i would speaking to another person in my age group it just slipped out but I got fired for it becasue the stupid obese gangsta nigger hated me since day one. Other people who work there have gotten away with only just a written warning, 2 written warnings even for cussing out ppl on the phone, but me? straight to firing. The fucking team leader on the other team told their team a story about how he told off someone and how funny it was and he still works there, but me? nope.
A week later, I get a call from my mom, in tears crying about how my grandpa on my dads side has died and how terrible everyone at home feels. Having my grandpa die right after my birthday just makes life so much better. Especially when in addition to my grandpa dying that day, my condom breaks later on, there goes another 30$ that I didnt have. The next day I wake up with a heavy chest cough which I've still got right now, I vomitted all day long and generally feel like complete shit. My soundcard hasnt been working for the past month and a half, so I havent had ANY FUCKING MUSIC TO LISTEN TO aside from cds ive burned to my xbox, it also means no youtube, metal injection or anything else that requires sound or music... I EVEN GOT A WHOLE NEW SOUNDCARD FOR MY BDAY AND IT STILL DOESNT FUCKING WORK. NOTHING WILL FIX IT. I guess I need to fix the bios but I dont know how to do that and my dad just had his father pass so i dont want to ask for his help. So I guess I'll be stuck with no sound for the next 6 months or so. Oh and my passport has been missing for the past few weeks and is nowhere to be seen and I have no ID other then that so I cant really do anything that requires ID.
I just finished re-arranging my entire fucking living room so I could have room to build this stupid fucking desk, so I take ALL the pieces of wood out and put them on the floor, i get all my parts set up and I get up to walk to the front door to grab the hammer. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, MY FUCKING DOOR FELL DOWN THE OTHER DAY. yes, my piece of shit ghetto house is literally falling apart, so I called the landlord and he put some new hinges on the piece of shit. Guess what else he did? HE TOOK MY FUCKING HAMMER WITH HIM. So now I've got a room full of PIECES OF FUCKING WOOD AND NAILS WITH NO FUCKING HAMMER TO BUILD THIS GODDAMN PIECE OF SHIT AND THE FUCKING BOX IS TORN SO NOW I HAVE NO WHERE TO PUT ANY OF THIS FUCKING CRAP.
I'm so fucking sick of life shitting on me, im stuck here with no job, no money, im sick, and doing absolutely nothing and I cant even build this fucking desk, now my room looks like a goddamn hardware store.
fuck this shit, I'm gonna go drown myself in a bottle and see how many times I trip over these planks of wood when i try to get around the house.